~ Your POV ~
beep. beep. beep. beep. beep.
i heard something beeping beside me. i want to open my eyes but i cant move a muscle. what happened? who's holding my hands? why can't i move my hand? i force my my eyes to open but it hurts.
"please babe. wake up. please for me? i know it's been 2 weeks but i know you can make it. im so so sorry babe. I swear i can't forgive myself if you didn't wake up. i need you here with me babe please... "
someone sob as he held my hand. I don't know what he's talking about? as I tried to open my eyes once again. i saw a bright light above me. squinting my eyes as i moaned when my head hurts.
"babe? ohmygosh you're awake!"
someone said as he stand up calling someone outside.
"ohmygosh! y/n! "
"welcome back! "
"hey! how are you feeling?"
said the people who entered my room.
"huh? who are you?"
i ask confused. they all look at me frowning.
"no. no. no. you can't! you can't just forget us! me! no! you're joking right?"
the boy from earlier cried as he touch my shoulder. i look at him. trying to remember his face.
"you're my brother? Bestfriend? what?"
i ask smiling. tears falling down from his green eyes.
"can't you remember me? im you-your boyfriend..."
he said smiling while crying. I can't believe this guy is my boyfriend. he's so handsome. his eyes. his lips. his nose. everything he's the definition of perfection...
"really? wow! you're mine? "
i ask him grinning ear to ear.
"im so sorry..."
he whispered as he hug me.
"uhm who are they?"
i ask him as i smiled looking at the 4 boys and 2 girls standing at the side of my bed.
"they're your Bestfriend. "
my boyfriend said
"i can't believe you forgot me."
the blue eyed boy pout as he hug me.
"im louis william tomlinson! you're superman! this is niall,liam,zayn,eleanor my girlfriend,perrie zayn's girlfriend and your boyfriend's name is
Harry Edward Styles. "
louis explain pointing at them as he said their name.
"im sorry I really can't remember you guys... but how did i end up here?"
i ask worriedly. harry my boyfriend sat beside me.
"im sorry babe. im sorry because I ignored you. if you want to hate me then hate me. i love you very much... it's my fault that you're here."
harry said as he sob quietly.
"no! it's not your fault harry! don't listen to him y/n."
liam said as he glared at harry.
"i wish i can remember. how did i end up being your girlfriend?"
i ask looking straight to my boyfriend. he raised his eyebrows at me smiling.
"it's all started when perrie hang out with us with you... she introduced you saying you're her best of friends. that no one can break your heart because you're not taking relationship seriously. ofcourse as myself i try my best to get your heart. days turns to weeks then months then year. im loving you more... then one day. you "accidentally" say that you loved me at first you denied it. but then everyday after i woke up you're saying those three little words then kiss my cheeks". he smiled as he continue.
"everyday you're making me happy. you're all i want. my everything. my one and only. my perfect girlfriend. then after our tour. we celebrate at the club. girls trying to get me but i refused. after I reject them someone approach me... she's absolutely gorgeous... she makes me fall over her words. after that night... everyday im cheating on you. fuck! even if im with her I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose her. but then you noticed everything. you broke up with me that night after i see you cry. it hurts me. I don't know what to do. you ran away taking your things with you. i chased you y/n. i called you. i want to tell you that i love you and im sorry for hurting you. after a minutes of crying someone call me its an unknown number. I answered it then some bad news broke my heart. they said that my girlfriend was in the hospital critical because she got hit with a truck. "
he sobbed quietly the lads and the girls listened as they cried quietly.
"im so fucking idiot! i let you go! I don't want you to go! when i see you laying lifeless?! i died repeatedly! everyday i took care of you. night and days im crying my eyes out begging you to wake up. then the girl call me asking if im ok. she even showed up here in your room. she said that she miss me. that she needs me. but you know what? i told her to stop. i love you more than anything. i love you more than her. I realize that when you leave me that night crying saying you forgive me? gosh. I cheated on you yet you forgive me? I understand you want to hate me now but i just want to say this... im really sorry. i spend my day here with you. each day im craving for you. i want you in my life. just you and me y/n no one else. please babe let me fix you. let me fix this. let me fix us...please?"
harry ask me crying. i hug him tight nodding as I sobbed.
"harry that was amazing!"
eleanor said shedding a tears.
"you're not going to hurt her again harry..."
perrie glared
"we're sorry too y/n we knew that harry is cheating on you but we kept it a secret. we don't want to get you hurt. but i guess thats it hurts so much when we kept it. sorry".
liam said bowing his head.
"you guys its ok... maybe im hurt but hey! I can't even remember a thing! but! based on your wonderful yet ugly story. im hurt. forget it guys. i forgive you. iloveyou all"
i said as they hugged me.
"I can't wait to start a new chapter of our life y/n. I promise im not going to hurt you again.."
harry said kissing my cheeks. i nod kissing him. I can't wait to be with you...
whether we're together or apart we can both remove the mask and admit we regret it from the start
~ End ~
