Slang / jihan

04 - Lissome

Lissome
adjective.

: thin, graceful.

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Joshua

It's been 1 month and half since Jeonghan and I building up our relationship. Mali kayo ng iniisip kung tingin ninyong kami na kaagad dalawa. We're just getting to know each other well dahil iyon ang gusto niyang mangyari and why not right? so far I realized that I like him. A lot.

Tinatanggi ko talaga sa sarili ko na hindi ko siya gusto but everytime I see him, i don't know kung id-deny ko pa kaya napapatahimik na lang utak ko.

When he asked me out on a date the other day. I wanted to refuse pero hindi ko kaya. He looks nervous, scared that I reject pero naglakas loob pa rin siyang tanungin ako...

How can I say no?

Now I'm asking about my sexuality. I know he likes me at inamin niya na ring homosexual siya. As for me, I don't know.

And sometimes I can't help but wondering if Jeonghan is a girl... Not only because of his looks but his personality as well.

1st. He's clingy.

"Shua hindi diyan ang daan." hinila niya bigla ang braso ko at siya ang naglead ng pupuntahan namin.

We're currently going to supermarket, that time. Mamimili daw kasi kami para sa date namin ngayon. I think wala na siyang groceries sa bahay so maybe he tagged me along at sinabing date ito pero tutulungan ko naman pala siya mamili.

It isn't a problem since gusto ko din. It's a pleasure helping him sa kahit ano. Lalo na para kaming mag-asawa na namimili ngay-

"Shua, bakit ka nakangiti?"

My smile faded when I realized what I was thinking - Oh God! Did I just think that...

"Nothing. Ano palang bibilhin natin, Han?" I shyly asked.

Ngayon ko lang napansin na nakayakap siya sa braso ko ng papasok kami ng market and when I looked around us. Some people are whispering, looking at our direction pero pinagsawalang bahala ko iyon.

Napansin siguro ito ni Jeonghan kaya inalis niya pagkakayakap sa braso ko and took out a piece of paper in his pocket.

"Ito yung listahan." he smiled at me faintly. Kinuha ko yung papel sa kamay niya saka ko tiningnan ang nakasulat.

Eggs, flour, sugar, etc.

Ito lang pala.

This time ako na ang kumuha sa kamay niya at naghila sa kanya para maglakad.

"Come on, Han. Wag mo na lang sila pakinggan." I said and give him a smile. He smiled back and again, he hugged my arm tightly this time na parang bata.

"Okie!"

2nd. He's sensitive and crazy.

It was 3 weeks ago, when I decided to pay him a visit dahil nasabihan niya akong manonood daw kami ng "The Avengers". I told him that I'm an American citizen but he didn't believe me though kaya sabi niya i-translate ko daw sa english yung papanoorin naming Avengers tape sa bahay niya.