【Butterfly】
by: XXXXXXXX
when I first met you, you
were very shy and beautiful,like a butterfly..
When you talked to me you sent alot of
storms in my belly,
my heart racing faster than lightning.
When I called you cute you would
just blush and stutter but when I said I liked you, you would just laugh and cover.
You're just like a butterfly, very shy,
you would fly up the sky.
When I heard you liked someone
I didn't know why my heart felt heavy but I kept a little smile so you wont
see me.
I asked you who was the lucky girl
and he said he had been only talking to
one girl. I blurted out random names that I knew
you shook your head as my heart felt more
heavy.
Then there was one last name that
I didnt say and when I said my name
I was panicking, I mentally thought that
its obviously isnt me, why are you stupid
dont put your hopes up.
But then you just nodded and lifted my
head and looked into my
eyes, All I could see were butterflies
I get drowned in your orbs, I see butterflies
fluttering their wings in your eyes.
You asked me if I could be yours and ofcourse that I would say yes, and I hugged you so tightly.
but. . . I saw a black caterpillar on you
but I just ignored it.
a few months later, we were still together
then You suddenly told me
someone likes you but you dont know
how to reject them
you dont like them sad because you are as fragile as a butterfly
that darn black caterpillar is still on your
shoulder
I said I dont know, maybe you can go
but then you said I might be sad
I said to myself ofcourse my heart will pounder
but what I did outside doesnt show my true matter
I said I am fine, I said I was okay
but deep down inside I was really opaque
you believed it, and ran away to go with another
person. that darn black caterpillar is still there
why oh why did I let you go?
Its been months and you hid a secret from me.
I noticed alot, it really wounds me.
You said you have another one but I dont want to hold on
I am faking everything.
I will let you go, set you free
your wings need to breathe
i can't keep you longer cause
you keep going to another flower
I am sorry, but you need to
go. My fragile butterfly
Fly and flap your wings
I will be fine, I will just watch afar
that caterpillar is gone.
and your wings are black
I guessed it now, you were holding back.
Go now my butterfly
Go away.
I dont want you to hurt me again.
Just a little something
I made :) I am alright,
i was just bored so why not
make a little note/poem..
tehee...
