I apologize
for not what
I’ve done nor
for what was said
but for who I was
when they were done.
I apologize
for my impatience
The impatience
of a broken heart
held together by hope
and love
and slowly torn
apart by hurt
and sadness.
I apologize
for the the way
I looked at you
and the way I didn’t.
I apologize
for the tears
I shed for you
and the ones I didn’t.
I apologize
for how much
I cared for you
and in return
you told me you didn’t.
I apologize
for the thoughts
I’ve made you think.
And scared you off
I apologize
for the the way
I made you look at me,
almost like
the way one looks
at oneself
when they have
a bad hair day
or something
between their teeth
or a pimple
that doesn’t seem to go away.
I apologize
that because of me
I’m hated
by the one I once cared for
and the one of whom
had my heart
and soul
and may still do.
I apologize
being me
when being me
wasn’t who I was being..
I know you hated
when I apologized
all the time
but it’s all I know
how to do
because I make mistakes
and sadly
most of my mistakes
were towards you.
I apologize for the way
you feel whether
you see this or not
I apologize
for there are things
I forgot
but never the little things
for they stay
burning inside of me
wanting out
but I hold them in
cause if they come out
there’s no stopping
the storm
that is to come
for my feelings
My feelings
are burning cold
and icy blue
for not just the memories
but the memories of you.
JE LEEST
The Stories of My Apologies
PoëzieI can say Sorry A billion times But you dont see The pain Behind every word But see, You say things about me too and you do things That hurt But im done with you Im moving on Because im always the one who says sorry Still, There are stories Uncove...