I was shattered...shattered into bits and pieces...tears would not stop flowing from my eyes...my heart was aching terribly......my lungs were ready to burst....my head was spinning.........I felt as if the entire reason for my existence has vanished.I could not think properly..nor could I keep myself calm..I kept staring into vast sky which I felt was trying to hold and comfort me...but sure it was failing...because I couldn't recover from the shock..from the grief...from the hatred that I felt for myself............................................
why did he have to do this to me? no of course he is not to be blamed...I am the faulty one....I am the one to be blamed..the only one..........
