Nerd {Shmateo Story}

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Before we start the chap

Anyway
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Alexis

I saw how her facial expression changed quickly from happy to sad.

I felt bad for her because I know she was in pain just like I am.

But it's better to get all her emotions out and get it over.

Me: Its gonna be okay Hope, We can do this okay.

She slowly nodded.

I smiled before turning around and facing forward taking a deep breath getting out the car.

I took Tay out the car as Hope got out.

Holding his car seat while holding the flowers.

We walked into the entrance of the cemetery.

We looked for her grave stone and when we finally found it.

We stood there in silence as we looked at.

Hope then broke down crying her eyes out dropping to her knees .

I got down to her level.

Hope: Why did you have to go mommy, why?

She cried more and more as i rubbed her back.

Saying its okay or it will be alright.

I then started to cry.

It wasnt okay because she needed her mother and I did to.

We both were hurting and upset.

Minutes went by and Hope calmed down.

I exchanged words to my mother about how much I miss her and wish she was here.

Hope said some words to talking about how school was going and all that.

The time was going by quickly.

I decided it was time we leaved.

I set the flowers down.

Me: We love you momma, Rest in peace.

I picked up Tay's car seat and we made our way to the car.

I unlocked it and hope got in.

I put Tay in the car.

I then got in the car.

I turned my phone on.

I turned it off so I could have moments with my mother.

I saw miss calls and text messages from Mateo.

Talking about where was I at and why I wasnt answering.

Just Stupid Shit.

I rolled my eyes and started the car.

I then drove off.

Heading somewhere for lunch.

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I know I have been gone awhile but im back

I got school tomorrow 😒

Ughhh

And sorry its short, ya gurl is sick.

But...

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Byeee, love yall.

~Shay😘✌