Fear (richie x reader)

This feeling

Y/n's P.O.V
I fluttered my eyes opened a bit feeling weakened I turned my head to see a sleeping richie. I whispered to myself so he wouldn't hear "literally how can someone be so cute yet be so foul" I looked at my mid section to see his arm wrapped around me for comfort I went to look away when I saw something from the corner of my eye so I looked back and a random hand covered in blood was reaching out for me I frantically moved up the bed as richie threw me into his arms "What wrong what's wrong" was all I can hear coming from richie when i was hesitate to even look back, "it- was- it wa- right there! Right there richie it was richie there!" I said with stutters and my voice cracking I pointed to the clean end of the bed and Richie rapped his arms around me and held me tightly laying my head on his shoulder "It's ok it's ok I'm here" that same tone that made me feel a lot of things, anger, happiness, but that time I felt secured and safe in Richie's arms I wrapped my arm around him in a comforting state "are you gonna keep me safe?" I said with my voice cracking on the end of safe. Tears were clogging up my eyes and I can see my vision turning to a blur. Richie looked me in the face and his worried face made a tear fall down lightly he wiped away the tear with his thumb "I'm always here for you, I'll always keep you safe you are the only one who understands me" I whipped my left eye with the remaining of tears in it and pulled Tozier into a deep hug he moved his fingers around my hair and laid his head on mine. After a couple of minutes like that I was able to gain my strength back and walk to the bathroom I used the bathroom pretty normally you know took a shower brushed my teeth peed  any normal things you would do and I got out of the bathroom with my normal t-shirt and knee cut pants I looked over at richie and he was already ready to take a shower so I stepped aside and let him through my bedroom door "Remember don't say in for too long!" I shouted and he laughed "I won't you'll miss me!" I rolled my eyes as a smile appeared on my face as I sat down on my bed rubbing the before place where the "hand" was "I know I saw it I'm not crazy!" I sighed deeply and just shook my head out of the thought and grabbed the piece of blanket richie had and held it tight to me "I'm holding your promise Tozier" I looked around my room and it got really silent perhaps richie finished I looked out and Richie opened the door with no shirt on "Common richie! No one wants to see a fetus!!" He laughed and looked at me with his glasses fogging "I may have a fetus body but I'm a beast in bed" he said raising his eyebrows I walked over to him and cuffed the Side of his face "yes Tozier you are definitely a beast, your cuddles basically kill me" I said grabbing his glasses and wiping them on my shirt placing them on the tip of his nose then sliding it up the bride of his nose getting closer When I got close enough I turned around and walked to my room "fuck!" Was all I hear as I laid on the bed and sighed "I'm not that easy Tozier you have to win me" he laid besides me and laughed "well I am a god in the arcade" I jumped up and looked at him "really now? Well someone hasn't met y/n!" He smirked at me and chuckled "see no no no see no one can beat me in the arcade that is my home right there" I raised an eyebrow at him and walked to my dresser grabbing a years worth of quarters "wanna bet" I said narrowing my eyes

Richies P.O.V
"Yes I wanna bet let's go! Fucker!" She put on her converses as I put on mine and we ran down the stairs to my bike "where the fuck where you richie! Whose house is th-" I stopped laughing and the familiar voice stopped talking "You went to Y/n's House?" My heart dropped as we stood there and Y/n looked at me I didn't know what I say do I tell my best friend a lie or do I tell him the truth, I walked over to my bike and looked at Eddie "I'm taking her to the arcade she thinks she could beat Me" his eyes narrowed and he looked at me "so you spent the night" I gulped a bit "no why? I came here not so long ago" I said picking up my bike "How did you even know where my house is?" Y/n asked. Eddie pointed over to bill's and said that he had called and said that if it helps I could ask. she plopped down to Eddie and grabbed his hand "oh Eddie bear I have eyes for only you" what the fuck was she doing I didn't know what feeling was in my stomach but I didn't like it then she just kisses him on the forehead what the fuck! Does she not know that I was saving up till that moment it was time I actually did something about what we are but really I felt like I wanted to punch Eddie right in his stupid face I got on the bike and she got on after me as we rode to the arcade couple feet away from Eddie I build up the courage to ask her "what the fuck was that"