I write in my diary,
Of my sadness and anger,
The feelings never fade,
They always linger.
Day and Night,
confused in my head,
I can't help but reminisce,
what had been said.
I've been hurt,
Time and time again,
For this punishment,
I see no end.
What tasted so sweet,
In my heart no haste,
Ended up giving off a bad aftertaste.
Cheated, Beaten,
Half asleep,
Entrusted in the lies and secrets I cannot keep.
Seeing Red,
The blood of the land,
No one there,
To grab my hand.
As my life flashed before my eyes,
Stripped of the benefits of being able to hide,
The light was prancing around me,
Burning bright.
The screams of agony,
Friends lost in the flame,
The hero I'd dreamed of,
He never came.
All of the scars,
That tainted my skin,
They had no idea,
Of what lied within.
It was my opposing thoughts,
"It couldn't get any worse."
But the fallen angels,
Had shown me no remorse.
I see no sunshine,
The sky's charred and gone,
All hope was gone,
I'd felt the burn.
