It's hard to look you straight in the eye,
Not one hypnotist could change my mind,
You put me through hell, been thrown out and tried,
Doesn't show decency, makes crude replies.
I got too tired of trying to cope,
I got fed up with wishing for hope,
I fell into my shadows with your every stroke,
I couldn't breathe, engulfed in your smoke.
I couldn't help but think what I did wrong,
How you reacted, you walked right along,
Did you ever wonder why I ignored you for so long?
You try to act innocent, when I've cried to my own song.
Its been hard for me to convey my beliefs,
You wouldn't leave when I asked to grieve,
Gossip spread quickly about how you deceived,
I was at my end, I had to leave.
im not sorry for what i had to say,
why say sorry when you made me this way?
dont you dare change up now and question my newfound confidence
dont try to talk to me, Perceived by incompetance
i cant smoke or drink myself away
,i cant fight my battles the right way,
its because of you i didnt feel okay,
your words are not mine to obey.
you have no right to touch or meddle,
my chest isn't yours for your head to settle,
my truth isn't yours to taint of nettle,
i wont get caught up in feeling dreadful.
