Part 19

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We sat on the sofa and he looked at me.
- How is it going with Patrick? - he asked
- This weekend he can't come to Derry so I'm going to stay all weekend in his house - I told him
- Oh. I'm sure it will be really good - he told me
- Yes - I smiled - How Come u have come to visit me?
- I don't actually know it - he said - I just wanted to talk with u
I smiled.
We talked for a long time and then he left.
- Bye Zoey - he told me
- Bye Jayden - I smiled

Friday arrived and I was getting ready for the weekend.
- Zoey come on! - yelled my mom
- I'm coming! - I yelled back
We got in the car and made our way to Patrick's house. The trip was long so I fell asleep. Then a voice woke me up.
- Zoey! Wake up! - said my mom
I looked at her.
- This is his house, Have fun. I'll pick u up Sunday at 11 am Okay? - she said
I nodded and got out of the car. It was dark outside and the street was empty.
I walked to the house's door and, once there, I rang the bell. Patrick opened the door. He was shirtless and looked tired. When he saw me, he smiled.
- Baby - he hugged me
We got in his house. Her mom was there, she was about to leave. When she saw me she stood up from the sofa and walked towards me with a smile on her face. She hugged me.
- Zoey - she said - It's been a while
- Yes - I said - How are u?
- I'm fine - she smiled
She looked at us.
- Well, I have to go. Have fun guys - she said
She left and closed the door.
Patrick looked at me and smiled.
- I'm so happy to have u here - he told me
- I'm happy to be here - I smiled
He kissed me.
Patrick's POV
I had been in a bad mood all week but, when she arrived, that suddenly changed. She was just my light. I started to feel so bad for being with another girl while she wasn't there with me, she didn't deserve it. I only fucked with Lea once, and I felt so bad. I made a decision to don't see that girl anymore.
- I was so eager for u to come - he told me - I've missed u
I smiled.
- Me too
He kissed me.
- What do u want to do? - he asked
I shrugged.
- And what if we go for a walk and..... - his voice was interrupted by the doorbell
We looked at each other.
- Wait a second - he said
He walked towards the door and opened it.
- What are u doing here? - Patrick asked
They started to whisper but I was still able to listen to them.
- Can I come in? - asked a female voice
- No. Zoey is here - he told her
- Oh. It's just that I'm feeling alone and I was wondering.... - Patrick interrupted her
- Lea u should leave - he said - right now
- Oh come on - she complained
- Are u fucking kidding me? Zoey is here - said Patrick
- So when is she leaving? - she asked
- On Sunday, but anyways , I don't want to repeat what happened - he said
I walked to where they were.
- What happened? - I asked
They look at each other.
- Nothing - said Patrick
- Who is her? - I asked
- I'm Lea - she told me
- Yeah, and she is about to leave - said Patrick
- Yes. Bye - said Lea
She left and Patrick closed the door. I looked at Patrick.
- Why has she come? - I asked
- I don't know - said Patrick - she is a friend from school
- Oh. And what do u mean with "what happened"? - I asked again
- Nothing, just a foolishness- he said
I looked at his eyes.
- Patrick tell me right now what happened - I said
- Nothing Zoey, I'm telling u - he said - we just fought one day and that's it
I looked down.
- Are u telling me the truth? - I asked
- Come on baby - he pulled me closer - Of course I am
He kissed me. Then he looked at me.
- I've missed u a lot - he said while caressing my arms
We kissed again.
- I'm tired - I said
- Do u wanna go to sleep? - he asked
I nodded.
We were lying on his bed.
- Patrick - I said - U know what? If u are not telling me the truth about that girl and about what happened with her I'll be very pissed up
He didn't answer but I knew that he heard me.
10 am
I woke up and Patrick was still sleeping but in 10 minuets he woke up.
- Good morning - I told him
He smiled.
He stood up and came to me. He started to kissing me and undress me. I did the same with him. We lay on bed.

We went for a walk that day and talked about a lot of things. I told him about Jayden and he seemed annoyed.
We sat down on the floor and stayed in silence.
- Zoey - he said - there's something I need to tell u
My heart raced.
- Tell me - I said
- It's about Lea..... the truth is that ...... um, I don't know how to say this
He explained me everything they did all the time that Patrick was not in Derry. I felt like SHIT, like the one that I thought that was the perfect one it wasn't really. Tears started to roll down my cheek.
- Zoey I'm sorry I just.... - he started to say
- Fuck U Patrick! - I said - Why did u do it? Do u know how serious it is? I can't believe it
He was looking at me.
- Please forgive me - he begged - I won't do it again baby
I dried my tears.
- Fuck u
I walked away.
Patrick's POV
SHIT!

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