I an hurting a lot right now but I'm not going to leave my friends because I'm hurt you guys come first that's always been my motto and will never change I don't care if I dying inside I will always put you guys first I'm sorry that I've been a little distant lately I just have a lot of trouble right now and I would like to apologize to one person I think you know who you are I'm sorry that I put stress on you and that I did something to myself that I should have done I'll be alright I just need some time
