I wish I could have known that you were temporary. Just like the smiles you gave me. You said I was the girl of your dreams. But you decided to wake up. Things have changed for us and there is nothing we can do about it anymore. My feelings are paper planes, no matter how hard I throw them, they never reach you. I learned that the saddest part of loving someone, is when it's not your choice but you need to let go and say "goodbye". I find it amazing that the heart makes no sound when it breaks. I figured out the difference between promises and memories. We break promises but memories break us. The best way to stay close to someone you love. Is by just being friends even if it hurts.
