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Park Jimin (ft Dong Sicheng from NCT)
-stressful hate
(a little OOC because I know that Jimin is a little squish that would never hurt anyone. I love him sm. Also let's appreciate noodle hair, powerful Jimin era bc damn)
"Y/N, if you're so adamant on becoming an idol, you have to learn to work with others. Despite you might not liking them." your dance choreographer said, staring down at her clip board. You'd decided that she didn't care at all for your earlier rant.
"B-but, that's not fair!" you whined, almost immaturely. "Park Jimin hates me and I have no idea why. Ever since I came here, he's been horrible."
She smirked almost as if she knew a deep secret that I didn't, "Jimin is a lovely boy and wouldn't do anything to anyone to hurt them, you just don't know him well enough." you went to argue again before she interrupted, "Now go and rehearse with him, it'd do you some good to see him at work. He's very successful in his dancing."
You stomped your foot and pouted as she left the studio.
This wasn't going to be fun
--
You didn't hate Park Jimin. Despite his mean quips that hurt you and almost made you give up on your dream a couple of times, you always tried to be the bigger person and take it with a pinch of salt.
However, you were finding that a bit hard at the moment.
"Start again." he drawled out in a bored manner as he looked down at his phone (which he hadn't looked up from all session)
"What!? Why!?" you said breathlessly. This was the fifth time he made you restart the dance and you hadn't even gotten 1/3 into the song.
"Your footing was wrong." he said simply, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
You crossed your arms, waiting for him to look up at you from his phone. After he didn't, you began to get irritated, "Would you mind telling me what was wrong with it so I can improve?" you said as kindly as possible.
Jimin chuckled as if it were a stupid question, "Wasn't it obvious?" he finally looked up at you with those eyes that you found greatly alluring to your own. "Your elegance can be compared to an elephant trying to tight rope walk. Your sense of rhythm is completely out of time with the music your trying to dance to. You're trying way too hard Y/N, maybe you should give up."
You stood shocked at his horrible words. You hadn't expected them out of someone that looked so nice. He had managed to completely shatter what small remainder of self esteem you had in those few simple words.
But it was the truth.
"Right well," you cleared your throat out awkwardly, trying to suppress the tears that had secretly escaped your eyes without your knowledge. "I'm... gonna go. Thank you Sunbae-nimfor your time."
His eyes widened as he'd realised the damage he had done, "Wait, Y/N. I didn't-" but you had already left the studio and made your way back to your dorm. "Shit."
--
"I don't want to do this anymore Winwin," you cried, grabbing tissues that surrounded you on the bed at the time. You'd video called one of your best friend, Winwin, who was also a hugely successful idol.
"Y/N, I know it's hard, but I promise that after you debut, all the hard work and tears will be worth it. I'd be lying to myself if I said that I didn't cry at least once during my time of training." he admitted sadly. He hated seeing someone so close to him, so broken.
"How do you do it?" you whispered hoarsely, "The intensive diet? The jam packed schedule? Lying to the face of camera and radios, saying that everything's okay, when things aren't?"
"It won't always be like that." he muttered encouragingly, "I promise." Winwin gave a small smile. "Now, march back into that studio tomorrow and show Park Jimin who's boss."
"Thank Sicheng."
--
You'd entered early that morning, earlier than your body wanted.
You'd spent hours, practicing and practicing the same dances again and again.
It wasn't so much to impress Jimin, it was to prove to him that you were perfectly capable of achieving your dreams.
However, you found that you were pushing yourself too hard. You'd been practicing all day and hadn't realised the time.
"I thought I'd find you here." you heard a familiar voice from behind you. You'd sat down on the floor, looking down at the floor, for a rest.
"What do you want?" you muttered irritably. You didn't have time and now the energy for him right now.
You heard him sit down next to you on the floor, "I wanted to apologise for my horrible attitude towards you." You looked up at him, shocked by the sudden kind behavior. He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly, "I've been having a pretty stressful time myself recently and I took it out on you, which is something that I never should have done. After seeing how well you danced as just a trainee, it made me feel kind of self conscious about my own." he laughed sadly.
"But you're amazing at what you do!" you said abruptly. You were not willing to let him carry on thinking down of himself. "Jimin, you should never underestimate your own talents."
"Thank you Y/N," he said shyly, giving you his chubby cheeked smile you'd seen him give other people, but now you were the one who caused it. It made you feel giddy inside. "Now how about we get some lunch?"
"I could kill for some food right now." you smiled as you bolted up and ran to the door, waiting for him.
He'd tell you another time about how he really felt about you. He'd just have to take his time and wait. But he'd always make sure it was him that supervised your training.
-gummysmiledsuga:)
sorry i haven't been all that active this week.
i'm going to be very busy in the next few weeks as i'm getting my drivers licence, starting my new job and preparing for my final exams all next week
update may slow down on all my books sadly, but i hope you guys will support me and this book
don't be afraid to ask me for advice about your own books, if you want a shout out or if you want me to read your books (sorry if that sounds big headed of me XD i just like helping other people)
