monophobia|jenmin

Jung Hoseok

"you slowly became a peice of me."

Six weeks living in the house.

This is the first time I ever truly felt happy.

Real happiness.

And it was because of Jimin.

He makes me feel like I really mattered in this world.

We were sitting in the living room watching movies.

Sad ones happy ones funny ones and cartoons.

It was our bonding time.

We learned a lot from eachother.

I told him many things about me.

...but not everything.

He also told me many things.

The hours felt like minutes.

But in those hours it felt like I had known him for forever.

He was really touchy but his touches were warm and that was his personality.

And I know its dangerous to be doing this but something is telling me that it's safe and that its right.

I haven't felt that in forever.

It also felt familiar but I brushed the thought off.
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"Do you think this is a joke?!" My father yelled at my mother.

"We put everything into this this businesses and you just and to throw it out like that?!"

"He's not even our real son!" My mother yelled at him.

"We took him in! You wanted him! We treat him like he's our own son!" My father fought back.

"he is not my son, he will never be." My mother growled.

The seven year old me took a step back covering my sobs from the door from my parents were at.

I heard it all.

My eyes widened.

He's not my real brother?

I quickly ran to my 'brothers' room.

It was empty.

I heard a noise come from from the bathroom.

I quickly pushed the door open.

I saw him.

Gun pointed to his head.

Kneeling down.

He was crying.

Wrists slit.

Eyes red.

Lips chapped.

Blood on the floor.

He looked at me.

"Hobi, Why are you doing this?!" I asked angrily.

"Jennie. This is the best for all of us." He faintly smiled. Gun still pointed to his head.

"Nobody wants me here. Not even 'our' parents. I've known this since the beginning." He weakly chuckled bitterly.

I widened my eyes and shook my head.

He smiled again.

"Please don't-"

The loud crack of the gunshot cut me off.

The blood splattering on the mirror and white floor.

My ears rang.

Everything had gone red.

The only that I remember was letting out a bloodcurdling scream...

And i fell unconscious.

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a/n:

Ayo, This was just a quick chapter.

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