monophobia|jenmin

I Love You

"You left.
And you forget to tell me heart.
How to move on without you."

Jimin POV

I slowly drag my feet along the gravel.

My hands that were just rubbing my armies for warmth were now in my pockets as I shivered.

I walked.

And walked.

I didn't know or care for my destination.

I just needed time and fresh air and time.

My footsteps become slower and I look at the familiar neighborhood.

The big houses.

All lit up so nicely.

I finally stop at my house.

Not my house anymore.

My fathers house.

The only dark house out of all of them.

I walk up and ring the doorbell for it to only click.

"Cant even pay the bills" I muttered underneath my breath.

I knock on the door.

I hear faint footsteps become louder and louder.

The door opens.

As the strong smell of alcohol hits my nostrils.

"What do you want?" The rough voice snaps at me.

I push the door open and make my way in.

Right as I open the door I have to make sure not to step on any beer bottles as the barely lighted place gave me any form of vision.

It smells like cigarettes, body odor, and cheap beer.

I turn around and look at him.

Our eyes meet.

Dark and cold.

"Still haven't stopped with your ways?"

"I asked what do you want"

"I can't come here to visit my father"

"You aren't my son."

"You killed my wife."

"Now get out of my house. Bastard."

I only looked at the floor and walked out.

I killed my mother.

Its my fault.

I kept saying that in my head as I walked back home.

I opened the door to see the whole house dark.

I look down at mochi as he is sound asleep with his bowls filled with food and water.

She must've went to sleep.

I still feel really bad.

She's the only one I have.

The only one I love.

I walk into the living room as I see her sitting in the couch.

Her knees curled up to her chest.

Her eyes red looking like she had been crying all day.

And I have been doing it too.

She looked up and saw me in the dimmed lights.

Her eyes widened as they lit up and she ran to go give me a hug.

"I'm sorry. I love you." I mindlessly said softly wiping away my tears so she wouldn't see.

Her eyes widened after she took her head out of my chest.

I panicked as he was about to apologize.

"It's okay I love you too." She spoke eyes widening at her own words.

A/N:

What up Bs I'm back!!

Yea I was gone because I had STAAR tests which is state assessment tests whatever.

I passed both English and reading but I still have social studies and science on Wednesday and Thursday which I think I might fail but idkkkkk.

Anyways I'll try and post more but the book is finally almost done and I can start back on amnesia!!!

I'm real excited!!!

Welp, that's all I got to sayyyy.

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Cya❤️!