Forever

| Chapter Five ~ What Did I Just Do? ~ |

Mature

Richelle's Pov
Wow. Had I really just made out with a boy I'd just met? Yes, but I felt no shame. I felt happy. For the first time in my life, I felt genuinely happy.

We were still kissing, and I began to take his jacket off. I wasn't cold anymore, and I doubt he was either.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered in between kisses.

I'd never kissed a boy before, and I felt like I wanted to go further. Could I do that? Should I do that? No, I couldn't. He' was eighteen! But that was only two years older.

I pushed my body forward so that his back was resting against the tree, and he could feel my breasts on his chest. His hands trailed down my back and I felt him touch my butt.

"Is this okay?" He whispered, pulling away slightly.

I nodded my head smiling. He continued to kiss me, his hands around my butt. I'd never felt like this before. I bet he'd lost his virginity, but I hadn't lost mine. What if I never saw him again? I just wanted to...to...it felt right...I wanted to lose my virginity, now.

"Noah," I pulled away slightly, panting a little, "do you want to go further?"

"Richelle...are you sure?" He sweetly asked, looking into my eyes. "I don't want you to do anything you'll regret."

"You have my consent, Noah," I smiled, "I want to."

"Okay, but just say the word and I'll stop."

He pulled me closer.

"Close your eyes," he whispered, and began kissing my neck.

This felt...nice. I smiled as I felt him unzip my dress. Slowly, he began to take it off me. He continued to kiss my neck and began to go back to my lips. He was being more gentle, as if this wasn't a make out session. I felt butterflies in my stomach.

A shiver went down my spine as I felt myself sitting on him in my bra and underwear. But, I liked it. I felt no need to cover up. I let him stare, and soon enough, I began to tug at his tie.

He smiled as he let me pull it off. Then, I took of his shirt and began to undo his pants. I took them off snd threw them aside. I felt his bare skin underneath my thighs as I was sat on him, my legs wrapped around him.

I placed my hands on his chest; wow, he was ripped.

"You're gorgeous," he mumbled into my hair before kissing me again.

I giggled slightly and soon felt his hands unclip my bra. They trailed down towards my butt.

"You still okay with this?" He whispered as his hands touched my pink underwear.

I smiled and nodded, nervous but excited. I couldn't believe how amazing he was being. He was so gentle. I thought that most guys wouldn't even ask for consent.

My underwear was off and I sat on him, completely bare. I began to take off his boxers, and I suddenly felt a wave of panic rush over me. I stopped what I was doing and pulled back.

"Richelle," he began, "we don't have to do it."

"No," I replied, "I just...erm...do you have any...you know protection?

He reached for his jacket and pulled out a condom. Did he think we were going to do it the whole time? Oh well, I didn't care. I was too caught up in the moment to care.

"Don't worry," he said soothingly as he put it on, "I-"

I cut him off.

"I get it. I mean, a hot guy like you should carry a condom around, you'll never know when you'll need it."

I winked at him. I trusted him, he already asked for consent more than once.

We began kissing. His hands on my butt and mine around his neck. It began getting more passionate. We were making out, but not like we did before. This was..I didn't even know. This was something else. It was rough in a sense, but not the sense or hurting me or in a gross way. It felt amazing.

Then, he gently pushed me to the ground. He was on top of me and one last time he asked for consent. I obliged, and that's when it happened. I felt him, inside of me. I couldn't let but let out a moan, and neither could he. It felt so good. I'd never felt like this before.

"Noah," I moaned.

He began to kiss my neck again and I let him. His hands roamed me, and a smile was constantly planted onto my face. This turned out to be the most amazing night ever.