Lost

23

Abhay p.o.v:

Stepping into my cabin I was surprised to see Fiza already in it. She never enters to mine or anyone's cabin without asking.its not like I mind.

She seemed lost in her thoughts.

"Good morning" I said loud to get her attention. She looked at me and said nothing but hmm....

"Hey what's up?" I asked concerned.she looked at me with an expression which looked like disappointment.

"Do you remember? Once,I was depressed when someone accused me for sleeping with you when actually we are working at late hours." She asked.

Yes. I remember. The person is no one but her own brother. She used someone just because she don't want call him brother after that.  Her family disowned him after that fight as they believed Fiza.

"Did he said anything again?"  I asked and tried my best to sound normal.

"No not him. But someone like him said something similar to  somegirl." She paused.

What the...some some some.....?

"And that girls husband unlike my family didn't trusted her and without knowing truth throwed the girl outside  the house."

Then it hit me.

"I have my family and you who stood with me then. Poor girl she don't have anyone at that time. Cried for hours on terrace under hot sun." By the end she looked at me accusingly.

"Oh...you came to know that. Who said to you that?" I asked seriously.

"Leave all who said what. Say me how can you do that to a girl that too your wife, your responsibility. I thought Revathi aunty raised you good. I was wrong."

"Fiza ma raised me good. I may have temper. But I'm not that bad. It's her who is raised bad. I was anger at her but there is a thing inside me that said may be there can something between us. ....may be all this marriage thing work out. ..y" my voice sounded so disappointed to my own ears.

"You know how I thought of having someone Fiza. For whom I will be the major priority. The one i don't have share with anyone. Not to anyone." my voice sounded so disappointed to my own ears.

"And after few years of meeting you I thought you can be that one. You said no.. I was broken. To that this marriage and all..."

"And she...she proved what I heard about her true. She is with that guy..in my own house. Throwing all the may bes out of window.She is mine damn it.."   I raised  from the seat and throwed pile of files on table in frustation.

She is mine. I'm shocked with my own words.

I turned to look at Fiza. Who had smile on her face.

"I didn't mean that." I said still shocked.

"Say that to your sub conscious." She said smiling and came close to me.

"We are now behind closed doors.
Close to each other. That doesn't mean we are doing something wrong right?"

"Remove every thing from your brain. Just observe her as a girl  whom you married. About Whom you want to learn things. With whom you have to live  the rest of the life. To whom you said wedding vows which include staying with together in good and bad."

We sat there silently for minutes. I was in my own thoughts struggling to forget what I saw. Until Fiza got up saying she has work.

"And love is not about what the other person can do. Love is all about accepting the other one for what ever he or she is. A flower or a thorn."
She said before leaving.

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Hello lovelies.....

Again sorry for late update.

This won't happen from now on. As I already set a time table.

Sunday:9:00pm

If I have time bonous on Fridays.

And this chap is very imp to me personally. I don't want to write just for update. Every line in this chap is close to me. This one specially.

Plz do comment how you feel about this.

T.C

             -V.C