Wait For Me

07

Yoongi's POV

We reached our apartment and I change my clothes to a more comfortable one. He does the same and we stay in living room to do our homeworks. I feel the need to do my homeworks now before I get lazier than ever. I'm not sure why but I feel really tired today. Jin finished his homeworks first before me.
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"Yoongs, want something for dinner?" He asked while I still doing my homeworks.

"Do I need to eat? Can't I just skip dinner for today?" I answer tiredly. I'm really tired and don't feel like doing anything. I just want to laying down and doing nothing.

"No, Yoongs. You still need to eat. I don't want you to get sick. How about you eat something light? Like a soup or something" He still insist and I know I can't win this argument, so I only answer him with and "Okay" and let him decide what's for dinner before I continue doing my homeworks.

I finished doing my homeworks when he finished cooking dinner. I stretch my body, straightening my waist. It's kinda sore because sitting for a long time. Feel like to get massage. It's a pork soup, I know, I can smell it. I put my books inside my bag and keep my homeworks on the table before I walk to the kitchen.

Jin was putting the rice into the bowl and I was sitting on the dinner table waiting for it. Pork soup make me starving. I silently hoping he won't put any vegetables with it. I just want meat, not vegetables. He put the bowl of pork on the table before he go back to get the bowl of rice. I can see that he doesn't put the vegetables on my bowl. I smile widely.

I start to eat when he put the rice bowl in front of me after I make sure he eat first. It's like a tradition to let the older eat first, just the first spoon, before the younger start to eat. He smiled while looking at me eating like there's no tomorrow. I savoring the soup before I ask for more.

"Do you like it?" He asked. I nodded as an answer because my mouth is full and I can't say or things will escape from my mouth.

"Is it tasty?" I nodded again.

"Do you like it because you're hungry?" I shaked my head as a NO.

"Do you want me to cook it often?" I nodded excitedly.

"Should I put vegetables next time I cook it?" I shaked my head furiously. He just chuckled and didn't ask me more questions.

We finished the dinner and I practically finish the rice and the soup while he just have some and finished the vegetables. I feel tired and lazy today so I just sat still on my spot, watching him washing the dishes and waiting for him to finish doing it.

I make grabby hands when I saw him finish washing the dishes.

"Jinnniiiiiieee.... cuddle" I said while making grabby hands and pouting.

Jin smile and take my hand. We walk to the living room but I make a detour and bring us to his room. I feel like cuddling on his bed with his smell. He doesn't ask anything though and let me in his room. He lay down on the bed and I lay my head down on his chest. He wrap his arm on my waist while the other arm playing with my hair soothingly.

"Baby why? Tired?" He ask me softly. Still rubbing my hair.

"Mhm.. Tired and lazy" I answer honestly.

"Did something happened in the last subject?"

"Nah. Just feel tired and lazy. Maybe lack of sleep" I lied to him, hoping he will believe it.

"Don't lie to me. You know I don't like it. Tell me, I promise I won't get upset about it" He insist to get the answer and assured me that it's okay to tell him.

I sighed, knowing I can't get out of this so I tell him everything. Everything that Namjoon said and did. He pull me closer, still playing with my hair and caressed my cheek sometimes. He knows I'm self-conscious and I don't have any confidence about my body.

"Am I really a slut for you?" I ask, trying hard to keep my tears.

"Of course not. You know you are everything for me" He answer, assuring me.

"But why did Namjoon say it like that? Is it true that I'm needy?"

"No, baby. I love you as you. I stay because of you" He said softly with confidence.

"But why? I don't have anything. I don't have nice body or anything. What's so good about me that make you want to stay with me and leave him?" I ask, as I can't hold back my tears anymore.

"Baby, don't feel like that. You are perfect and you are beautiful. You don't need to think those negative things and you don't need to care what he said. He's just jealous of you and he hope he can be someone like you. He want to be like you. And I will never leave you, baby, not anymore. I will choose you over everything and stay with you. You are all I need in my life" He said while wiping my tears and kiss me. It's not a hot heated kiss that fill with lust. Just a simple kiss that fill with love to assure me and prove me what he said is the truth. He tried to stop me crying and make me feel better.

"Jinnie~" I said between my sobs.

"Hmmm?" He replies with hummed.

"Promise me that you won't say and do anything to Namjoon about this matter. Not even a single thing or a simple one" I demanded while looking at him and give my pinky finger for him to take it.

"Okay" He said. I can feel he's still unsure about it but I put his pinky finger around mine so he already promise not to do anything to Namjoon and I know he won't break it because he know I don't like it when he broke his promise.

He cuddle me and whispered sweet nothing while kissing my head and rubbing circle on my back. I cried myself to sleep on his chest while hugging him tightly. Afraid that I will lose him if I let him go or lose my grip on him. He's the only one that I has and I don't want to feel left alone anymore.