Wait For Me

08

Yoongi's POV

I wake up because of nightmare. Jin wake me up because I start shaking and crying in my sleep. I also tighten my grip on his shirt. He start shaking my body to wake me up while saying something that I can't understand.

"..... YOONGI WAKE UP!" He yell loudly in my ear. I shot my eyes open and sit up. I saw him with terrified eyes that full of tears.

"Yoongi, it's okay. I'm here. It's okay" He said softly with worry and hug me close. I hug him closer, if that possible, and cry on his chest. He still whispered things in my ear to calm me down.

"I-I dream th-that you l-leave me. You left me alone for someone else. I-I'm begging you to stay b-but you don't want to. I-I'm afraid, Ji-Jinnie. Don't leave me. Don't leave me alone anymore. I don't want to be alone. Please, Jinnie. I will be a good boy b-but p-please don't leave me" I said begging him to stay, in between my sobs and hiccup. I still crying and holding him tight. He tried to loosen my tight hug and pull away from the hug to talk to me, but I'm too afraid to let him go. I just pulled him closer and hug him tighter.

"I'm here, Yoonie. I will stay with you and I won't leave you alone. I will always be here with you. You are a good boy, babe. You never create troubles or anything. I won't leave you for someone else. I will stay to you like a fly. If anything, I will leave anyone for you. I promise I will stay" He said while kissing my head and rubbing circle on my back.

"Promise?" I ask while bringing up my pinky finger to him to take it.

"I promise" He said while lacing our pinky finger. "Now stop crying and go to sleep again, okay? I will be here with you and I will still here when you wake up" Jin assuring me.

I lay my head on his chest again while he's laying down. He sing a lullaby for me to soothing me into sleep again. I held him tight and close. I fall asleep again in his arms.

When I wake up again in the morning, as he promised, Jin is still here and hugging me. I staring at him and held him close. He stirred in his sleep and wake up not long after. I show him my gummy smile when he wake up and peck his lips.

"Morning, Yoonie. Did you sleep well?" He ask, smiling at me.

"Mhm. Thanks, Jinnie" I nodded my head.

"Your welcome, baby. Now we need to prepare for class" He said while trying to sit up.

"Can't we just skip for today? I'm tired" I ask begging him, giving him my best puppy eyes.

"Not today, Yoongs. You know we have project for today. We can cuddle after going back home, how does it sounds?" He tried cheer me up.

"Sounds like a plan" I said, smiling at him.

We wake up and prepare for long day ahead in college. I hide my puffy eyes by wearing another glasses. Today I prefer to wear a match sweater with Jin. I wore a baby blue sweater with black jeans and grey converse high. Jin wear a baby pink sweater with blue tight jeans and red converse high. I smiled satisfiedly at our appearance. We have breakfast at a bakery near college. It was more like a brunch than a breakfast but we don't mind because we need to fill our stomach a little before lunch time.

Days went by normally. Nothing really interesting happen, other than the lecturer said need to prepare for exam that will start in 2 weeks. Many students groaned and some looked frustrated.

We prepared for exam before winter break coming. I groaned when I realized it's almost exam again. I don't like it when the lecturer said prepare for exam. The days to prepare for exam was really hectic. Homeworks, projects, and assignments everyday. The lecturer will say the homeworks, projects, and assignments is to help our score in exam. It doesn't really matter to me though. The hectic days last for 2 weeks before the exam start. It also means I lack of sleep for 3 weeks. Why 3 weeks? Because 2 weeks to prepare exam and 1 week for exam. I won't get enough sleep and can't be a lazy ass for 3 weeks. Just imagine it already make me tired. We don't have rest time for exam.

After the incident with Namjoon at class that I told Jin about, he doesn't really talk to me anymore. I don't know what happened to him because Jin still look like usual and I don't think Jin will break his promise, but I feel okay or good maybe because he won't say mean things anymore to me, at least not in front of me. But it also makes me curious as to what Jin did to him to make him to that. I need to ask Jin about it tonight.

Today is pretty chill as the weekend coming. I don't have homeworks and I already finish all the assignments and projects. I finally can breathe for a while before I study for exam. I'm thinking about asking Jin about Namjoon tonight, if only he doesn't have many homeworks. I'm currently sitting on the bench waiting for Jin before I feel my phone went off, signaling I get new notifications. It's a new update from Tae. He post a picture of him with some caption. I like his post and comment on it before I screen capture the post.

I saw Jin walk up to me not long after, so I stand up and walk up to him. We go home together and talking about random things. He only need a homework to do. I lay down on the couch and closing my eyes. Jin kiss my forehead and I can hear him giggling. I don't really care because I was too tired. 

"Yoongs, are you up for pizza? I'm too tired to cook" He ask me.

"I'm okay. But not veggies" I exclaimed, don't really care to look up at him.

He just answer with hummed and call the pizza restaurant for delivery. I still laying down and listening to Tae's songs when I remember I need to ask Jin about Namjoon. I wait until he finished the order and then I sat down to look at him.

"Jinnie~"

"Yeah, babe?" He answered and smiling sweetly at me.

"May I ask you something? But promise don't be mad or get upset" I said while looking down, afraid of his reaction.

"Sure. What do you want to know?"

"It's about Namjoon. Did you say or do something to him?" I said quetly, fidgeting with my fingers and still looking down.

"Why do you think so?" His voice is so calm.

"Because he doesn't really talk to me anymore, just giving me glare here and there. He also doesn't say mean things anymore to me and I think it's kinda weird. Did you do something?" I ask, demanding explanation.

"If you mean I did something as I talk to him and warn him about it then yes. I talk to him and warn him about it, I also said it's impossible between me and him anymore if he want us to go back together. I never really like him since the start" He explained to me.

"But you promise you won't say anything or do something to him" I said and pouted.

"But I never promise not to warn him and give him explanation why it's already impossible between me and him. Also it's him who want to talk to me, not me. So I don't break my promise, do I?" He said.

I huffed and puffed my cheeks while i jut out my bottom lip and crossing my arms on my chest. He just chuckled at my reaction and sit closer to me. He kissed my lips and hug me.

"I won't break my promise. I don't look for him. It just happened he look for me and ask me to go back together with him so I took that chance to explain and warn him about what happened" He explain before leaving kisses on my face and hug me closer to him.

I giggle and ask him to stop kissing me. He doesn't stop doing it until someone rang the doorbell. Pizza for dinner.

We eat at living room, because apparently I was too tired to walk to the dining table, while watching TV. I got new notifications that show I got a DM on Instagram from someone. I don't think I know that person so I thought I can wait until tomorrow to reply it. I also get notifications about some people like the comment that I put on Tae's post.

Jin clean up everything and I just lazying my ass around, doing nothing. We ended up sleeping together because I ask him for cuddle time that lulled me to sleep.