i remembered the feeling off the cutting..it feelt like i was in heaven for some seconds
so i did it again.
it really feels so good...
pain feels good
im not talking about the llve pain
im talking about the cutting pain.......
since it feelt so good i decinded to not go to sleep this night
and feel free for a second
i knew that this was going to bee a night off plesure
yes it feels that good
my wrists are so ugly
i lost alot off blood that night
but i dont care about it
if only you knew what im doing namjoon
but u dont even care
but i still love you
YOU ARE READING
i still loved you
Fanfictioni loved you and i still do but.....for you it was just a joke......or so i thought.....but if you didnt act the way you did back then... i whouldnt have found him.
