11 boys | wanna one ✔

Chapter 18

"jaerin, can I talk to you for a moment" jisung opened my door

"come in"

I put away my phone and face him,"what is it?" I asked. he sigh,"I was informed by my mom, saying that you're moving to the states with your parents". I looked at him with shocked and sadness. "you guys weren't suppose to know" I fiddle my fingers

he grabbed both of my hands and pat it gently. "I really hope that you won't go there b-because, who will I feed again and who's willing to be my aegi?" he pouts

"hey, I told my parents that I might not be going there but I'm still making up my decision" I smile trying to cheer him up. this is one of the reasons why I don't wanna leave them

out of a sudden, the door burst open ad the boys were standing out of my room. some were on the floor, pilling up each other

"ow!! hyungs get off me!!" poor jinyoung his at the bottom

I raised my eyebrow and asked them,"what are you guys do-"

"eavesdropping" jisung squints his eyes at them

"uhehe. we didn't eavesdropped hyung. we just happen to walk pass her room and..." daniel stopped. he looked at the rest and whisper, "say something..."

"just admit it. they have to know it anyways" I sigh and covered my face with my pillow

"okay so what did you all heard?"

"you're moving to the states. please don't leave us" daehwi mumbled and hugged me. im soft for him now

"hey im still thinking about it you know" I pulled away from his hug and ruffles his hair

they all look sad and seriously how can someone have two personality? they can be so mischievous and now they're like a baby??

| that night |

I was staring out from my window, thinking about moving. its a disadvantage and an advantage because I get to stay with mom and dad but I'll miss the boys

my though was cut off when my phone start ringing. I look at the caller id 'mom♡' and sigh as I answered it

"so are you staying with us?" she asked with excitement in her voice. "actually mom, im fine living here and I don't wanna live in the states" I replied her as I fiddle my fingers uncontrollably

there was a silent on the other side..."mom? are you there?". "oh that's okay. but are you really sure you dont wanna live here?" she assured me for the last time

"well, I guess so..mom"

after a few more minutes of talking, we finally end the call. I lay down of my head and prepare to sleep but before I sleep, I breathe in and closed me eyes

"I hope I don't regret this"