monday, april 19th, 2017
entry number 107 ; kim namjoon
a couple days later i saw her again. not in the same spot we were before, but in school.
'how come i've never seen her?' i thought.
then i learned why.
she's scared that if she talks to someone, if she learns to care about another person even the slightest bit, she'll fall in love. she doesn't want that to happen. she said she won't let it happen.
but how can that happen when she doesn't believe in it?
i want to know why, but i don't know how to ask her.
how do i ask her?
when do i ask her?
should i tell her why i'm asking her?
should i even ask her in the first place?
these questions swarm through my head like wasps, but they won't slow down for a minute to allow me to think.
because, up to this point, that's all i'm good at doing. thinking.
is it a good thing, though? that, i don't know.
-namjoon
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