Eleven

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Chapter Eleven

I was shocked. Why did I do such thing? If someone sees me, he'll definitely think that I'm a scumbag. Fuck you Keanu Fuentes.

I'm staring at her now. Thinking of what she'll do to me if she discovered that I kissed her.

She moved again. Now she's facing the ceiling. Now... my body keeps on moving on its own again. I grabbed Zia's hand and hold it. Then I lie to my bed again.

This feeling. It's gay. What does they called it? Butterflies on the stomach? I think I'm feeling it now. My heart beats really fast. Why does Zia makes me feel it again? We've just seen each other for days.

Gusto kong bumitaw. Pero ayaw ng kamay ko. Tamad talaga s'ya. I intertwined my fingers into her. Letting my body move as long as it wants. It doesn't matter. I think? 'Di rin naman s'ya susunod eh.

So I'll just cherish this moment holding her hand while my heart feels like a drum set.

I am really sorry Kevin. I don't know if I'll be able to stop this feeling.

*****

I woke up. Feeling sleepy. I tried to move but I can't. I'm hugging Zia tight. My heart beats hella fast. I hug her tighter. I wonder if she can breathe. Sinubsob ko lalo 'yung mukha n'ya sa dibdib ko. Her heart's beating faster too. Is she awake? I bet not. She'll definitely push me if she saw me hugging her.

But... what if she's awake? Bakit hindi s'ya umaangal? Does that mean she likes it?

Hinawakan ko 'yung buhok n'ya. It's soft. Darn you body, why are you doing this to me? But I like it. So why resisting if I like what I'm doing?

I heard my door unlocked. What the hell?

"AAHHHHHHHHHHH! PORN! MALANDI KA BEY!"

I heard someone shouting. Who's this? And how did she entered the room?

"What the hell? Who're you?" I asked, "shut up trespasser. Natutulog si Zia. Mamaya na s'ya magkukwento. Labas!" I continued. 'Di ko na s'ya pinasagot at pinalabas s'ya.
"Okaaayy," she said then decided to go out.

Then I felt her moving. She's awake, I bet.

"HOY MANYAK KA! BITAW SHOOOO. SHOOOO," she said while shouting. Sabi na eh. Tulog s'ya kanina. Baka intense talaga yung panaginip n'ya kaya mabilis ang tibok ng puso n'ya.

"Nakayakap ka nga rin sa'kin," sabi ko para asarin s'ya.

"Akala ko kasi unan ka!" she said shouting. Ang sakit naman neto sa tenga. Magkalapit lang kami eh.

"Masyado akong pogi para maging unan," sabi ko then i smirked.

"Hangin mo fre. Layo. Layo. Shooo."

Then tumayo na s'ya. Aalis na yata.

"Ge. Ingatan ang zipper baka bukas," I said then I laughed. Naaalala ko tuloy yung floral n'yang panties.

"Kingina mo!"
"I love you too Zia," I said then winked. Hahaha.

She blushed. How cute. Nakita ko na s'yang namumula. Ganda ng pasok ng araw na 'to ah.

"In love ka na ba sa'kin?" I smiled. What if?

"Asa ka."
"Okay. Aasa talaga ako. Hihi."
"Bruh. Para kang bakla."
"Gusto mo lang halikan kita eh."

Ganun naman lagi 'di ba? Sinasabihang bakla para halikan? Malay mo. Lol

"Pakyu. Ge."
"Byebye ingat ka. Papakasalan pa kita."

Now she's blushing even more.

"Ulul. Nga pala."

May sasabihin pa s'ya?

"Hmm? Manghihingi ka ng goodbye kiss?"
"HINDI YUN!!"
"Ay. Hehe ano pala?"

"Ano..." "Uhm.."
"Yung totoo Zia, anong sasabihin mo?" I asked. Medyo maikli pasensya ko sa gan'yan. Kapag hindi na lang sabihin nang derecho kung ano man 'yung sasabihin.
"A-ano kasiii..."

"S-s-s..."

S? Ahas na ba s'ya ngayon? That's what snakes sound, right?

"SALAMAT!!"

Then she ran towards the door. Dafq. It's closed. What the hell is she thinking?

"ZIA NAKA-"
"KINGINA!!!!"

Narinig kong nauntog talaga s'ya. Masakit yun, I bet. Tumakbo na agad ako papunta sa kan'ya. Inalalayan ko s'ya pabalik ng kama.

"Aish," sabi ko. Napaka-clumsy naman n'ya. "Wait lang. Dito ka lang."

I rushed papunta sa baba. 'Di ko na s'ya hinintay na sumagot.

"What happened? May narinig akong tunog sa taas ah," sabi ni Pia. 'Di ko na s'ya pinansin at pumunta na ako sa ref para kunin 'yung ice pack at mga yelo. May plaster naman ako sa kwarto so doon na lang ako kukuha.

Wala akong pake sa paligid ko. Mamaya na sila. Hayaan na muna natin sila. Makakapaghintay sila.

Tumakbo na agad ako pataas. Nagmamadi.

Pagkapasok ko sa kwarto ko, medyo hinihingal pa ako.

Nung ilalagay ko na 'yung ice pack sa noo n'ya, balak n'ya yun kunin kaya pinalo ko 'yung kamay n'ya. Napaka-kulit. Kaya nauuntog eh. Pano kung nahimatay s'ya??

"Aray. Ajujuju bad ka. Nauntog na nga a-"

Pinutol ko 'yung sinasabi n'ya.

"Hindi ka kasi nag-iingat eh!! Pano kung napasama 'yan?"

'Di na s'ya sumagot. Malamang natakot 'to kasi mukha na akong nangangain.

"Masakit pa?"
"Hmm... medyo."
"Baka magkabukol 'yan. Napaka-clumsy mo kasi eh."

"Sorry," she looks down. Maybe I really looked like a monster now.

"Wait lang!" sabi n'ya then tumakbo na naman. Nakatingin na s'ya sa pinto. Natuto siguro.
"Bakit?!" she didn't answer me. "Zia mag-ingat ka. Baka mauntog ka na naman."

'Di pa nga pala ako nag-mamouthwash nu? So pumunta ko sa banyo ko at nag-mouthwash. Nung pabalik na ako, nakita ko 'yung dalawang cups ng hot chocolate dapat kagabi. Hindi namin nagalaw. Nakalimutan ko rin eh. I was occupied by her presence.

Pero sayaaang. Ginawa ko ang lahat para maging masarap 'yun eh. Tapos 'di n'ya nainom. It makes me sad.

Kaya lumabas ako para hintayin s'ya. Baka mauntog na naman yun o may kaewanang gawin.

Nung paglabas ko, nasa pinto na si Zia. Papasok yata sa kwarto n'ya. Pero mukhang nag-toothbrush din sya. Baliw talaga. 'Di pa tapos ayusin 'yung noo n'ya eh.

"Ba't d'yan ka?"
"San ba dapat?"

"Sa puso ko," sabi ko. Then dumila.

She smiled. That's the first time na ngumiti s'ya sa jokes ko. Pero joke nga ba? It seems like I'm already taking it seriously.

Then after a while, she stomped at my feet really hard. Elepante yata 'to eh.

"ARAY!!!" Para saan yun?"
"Sa pag-apak mo kahapon," sabi n'ya tapos dumila rin. Cute.

I just laughed hard. I dunno why. But I'm enjoying her company. I'm considering her a friend now even though we've just met for days and known our names yesterday.

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