𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 (DKS, KJI)

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december 31st 2016, 9:02 pm. seoul.

━━━━

jongbub
kyungsoo-hyung

jongbub
can we please talk?

soofuckin
i thought you didn't
care.

jongbub
i was mad.

soofuckin
okay sure

soofuckin
shoot

jongbub
i want you to tell
me what's going on

soofuckin
not yet

jongbub
it's been well over two
months

jongbub
please

jongbub
nothing is going to change

soofuckin
but it already has

jongbub
okay so it has but that's
because you won't talk
to me

soofuckin
you're relentless

soofuckin
fine. but i want to
do it over call.

soofuckin
it feels ingenuine over
text

jongbub
okay

calling soofuckin...

"hey."

"just... promise me you
won't freak out."

"of course not. it's okay
hyung. i'll be fine."

"..."

"hyung?"

"i'm scared, jongin."

"don't be."

"if i could be there,
i would."

"i know."

"just breathe. i'm here."

"..."

"i love you."

"like not just as my best
friend, jongin."

"when did you realize?"

"a long time ago. i thought
it was fleeting but it's not
and-"

"breathe."

"it hurts. it hurts so much."

"i don't want this to ruin our
friendship. i don't want to
lose you because i care about
you so so much and i don't
want to lose what we have now."

"but i had to love you. and now
i'm constantly freaking out over
how it's going to hurt us. that's
why i didn't want to tell you."

"it's okay, kyungsoo-hyung."

"it won't ruin us as long as
you don't let it. as long as
you don't let your thoughts
circle in your head like that,
it won't do anything but make
us... stronger, i guess is the word
i'm looking for."

"why stronger?"

"i don't know. i feel like
it would."

"if you say so."

"what if i told you the same?"

"w-what?"

"what if i told you i loved you
too?"

"you're joking."

"i'm not. i wouldn't joke
about that."

"you're serious."

"yes. one hundred percent."

"dios mío."

"i'll take that as a good thing."

"it is. i'm unbelievably happy,
jongin, i can't stop smiling."

"you're adorable."

"so allow me to be the one
that asks you: do you wanna
be my boyfriend, hyung?"

"fuck you, i'm older, i should
be asking you."

"but yeah. i will."

"now i can't stop smiling."

"i wanna hug you really bad."

"cute."

"hey, hyung?"

"hm?"

"stay on call with me until
midnight?"

"if you do the same for me."

"that's torture."

"you've already committed to
this, kiddo."

"ugh fine."

"love you!"

"alas, i love you too."

━━━━ stay up with me ━━━━

aye

much love,
kam💕