Jen's pov
Id never thought this could ever end, id never thought id lose my best friend. Everything is different now. Shit, id never thought we would ever end.
One year ago
"Unnie!" i shouted.
"Wait a minute, babe!" Jisoo shouted back.
We had sweets endearments, but we were never lovers; we were just... the best of friends.
"Hurry!" i demanded.
"Okay, okay! Im coming!" she assured.
We were off to somewhere--a surprise she said, excitement showered me. Finally, jisoo unnie came out from the dorm and hopped in the car.
"And where are we going, miss beautiful?" i asked.
"You'll see." She smirked.
"Oh great, are we going to another amusement park again?" i teased.
"Maybe?" she laughed.
"Unnie!" I punched her.
"Just wait." She chuckled.
Whilst i was driving, she was on her phone laughing; guessed she was texting with someone. I didnt know who it was nor what was it about, and it took her the whole time--we didnt even talk.
"Turn right." She ordered.
"Okay, we're here!" She cried out in excitement.
"What is this place?" i asked while looking at the surrounding.
"Just follow me, i will tell you a story." She sighed.
We walked and walked 'til we reached the beach.
"Stop." She said.
"Why are we here? Isn't this...?" i asked and a tear fell.
"Jen, remember what i told you when we first came here?" she smiled.
"Yes." i answered without even looking at her.
"Jen, look at me. It's okay." She pecked my cheek.
"No! It wasnt and will never be okay, unnie!" i frowned.
"Jen, listen. Just listen." She held my hands.
"Listen?! To what?! Listen to your bullshits?! Unnie! Dont be like this, im begging you." I bawled in front of her.
"Jen." she knelt down to see my teary face.
"Just dont!" I ran.
"Jen!" She shouted.
I took a different route to reach the dorm, switched off my phone, and even came home pretty late. Jisoo unnie fell alseep in the living room, waiting for me--i assumed; what else the reason could be. I tiptoed my way to our room, not wanting unnie to wake up.
"Im scared." I whispered to myself.
"Shit! I swear to fucking god, i will never ever forgive myself."
I cried when i heard her voice in my head, same old words she said 3 weeks ago--im still terrified.
"Im afraid..." i whispered.
"Dont be." A familiar voice spoke and a tap on my shoulder woke me up from being lost in my own thoughts.
"Unnie?!" i was startled.
She hugged me, suffocated from her very hug--i coughed.
"Unnie, i cant breathe." i complained.
"Stay still." She begged.
I stood still and hugged her back.
"Are you okay?" i asked.
"I will be." She cried.
"We will be. For sure." I assured her.
"I know." She sighed.
"I love you." She added.
"I love you the most, unnie." i shivered her ears.
She broke the hug and cried. Holy shit, unnie doesnt really cry unless it fucking matters.
"Unnie..." i sobbed.
"Im fine, im just..." she bawled.
"Unnie, we'll get through this together." i hugged her.
"Thank you, jen." she hugged back.
The following day, i went back to the beach and did what unnie asked me to do...
to set her ashes free.
I bawled to death whilst remembering the moments of our lives.
"Unnie. I miss you already and i will always love you." i whined.
