everything sucks! ( texting )

fourteen!

kate asked her dad not to go to school the next day. she told him she didn't feel well. and he agreed, told her to rest up, and was gone.

kate shut her phone off, she didn't want to have to think about the situation anymore than she already was.
emaline read her message,
she hadn't replied.

kate lie in bed all day. she didn't get up, she didn't eat, she didn't drink. she slept for most of it, cried for some of it,
and the scars on her wrist only accumulated.

emaline is typing!

kate's phone was tucked away under her bed, still shut off.

[today 9:32 am]

emaline
kate

fuck

you don't know how sorry i am i didn't text you last night

or at all yesterday..

i'm safe

i'm okay,,

please don't worry anymore

kate i'm so sorry.

[today 12:16 pm]

emaline
kate pls pls answer me

[today 2:48 pm]

emaline
i didn't answer you before because

i thought you'd be mad at me

and even though you haven't even responded yet

i already know i've made things worse.

i was trying to keep you safe, kate

now i know i've done just the opposite.

[today 2:59 pm]

emaline
kate

pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls:,(

i think i'm understanding the panic i put you into

fuck i'm so sorry kate.

[today 5:47 pm]

emaline
i should've told you

i should've answered you right away

this is all my fault.

[today 10:27 pm]

emaline
my phone is dying

i can't plug in my charger here.

kate i'll text you as soon as we're off

if you see these

please

i'm just so sorry

i,

i love you kate.

[delivered 10:30 pm]

kate woke up on thursday morning. her arms burned relentlessly from her scars, but she just tried to ignore them.
stretching, she sat up and searched for her phone underneath her covers.

pulling it out,she turned it on to find it lit up with several messages from
emaline.

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wow when i proof read this chapter it seems like the most shitty thing i've ever written!!!!

whatever!!!!

i'm almost at 3k like WTF<3

-maddie