Poems With Reason

~Broken~

You say all these things that make me want to jump up and hug you till you can't breath.

"I want you, your beautiful, kind and smart,"

Who wouldn't go 'aww' to that.

You do things that make my whole day better than it's original rate of okay.

That breathtaking smile I get when we walk past each other on the way to class.

You make me feel special,

As if I'm the only one who can bring that heart-breaker of a smile to your face,

I know it truly broke mine.....

We talked about things that we would possibly do,

But you suddenly stopped talking to me and I stopped talking to you.

I heard things from people around me that shattered my blistering heart,

'He's in a thing with her over their, apparently'

They pointed to a skinny and utterly beautiful girl,

Now that I think about it, I'd never seen them apart.

I knew right then and there I really didn't have a chance.

My long blonde hair and murky green eyes,

Their was nothing to compare

A hot and kind guy like you was hard to find,

I wouldn't be the only one that couldn't get you off my mind.

'I'm sure he's tried to talk to me on the phone, their just rumours,' I told myself.

Then I hopped onto Facebook and the beating of my heart stopped.

You flashed your kilowatt smile at the camera with your arm around her waist.

Their was nothing left of my heart,

So I closed the picture down with haste.

The reality had already came in to clean it up.

I was never special,

I wasn't the only one that made you smile like that.

My stomach was a little rounded and muscled,

While hers was flat.

I'm kind and smart,

But she's gorgeous and popular.

I wanted you,

While she already had your heart.

You put in all that work to convince me to give 'us' another shot,

To make me love you again,

Only to let me slip away in tears,

My heart left in a million pieces in the end.