Ok, I get it, things are falling apart, and I can't remain in a distructed place. I tought I could, but I can't. And it's hard because I've put some feelings in that, but it's not the first time I move on, neighter the last. I've destroyed myself, like everyone around me did. This is not productive, we need to change, each one in separate ways. I just hope I'll choose the right way.
