Ditch

10

With a heavy heart, he pushed his bedroom door open. Two hours before his extra class begun, yet, there he was in his bed—eyes staring deeply into his blank phone screen. He didn't know where to look, what to think, not even what to say.

"She should've told me earlier," he whispered down his breath, as he unlocked his phone. In an instant, he opened the group chat of his group of friends.

SEOKJIN'S SLAVES (7)

You:
bro
today was a hard day for me
i cant believe my life just flashed before my eyes

Kim Tae:
whats up?

Yoongs:
what happened u ok bro

You:
no
idk
remember i once told you guys how heavy my heart has been feeling lately
i wanted to confess to yerim so bad

Yoongs:
yeah
did u confess already? woAh

You:
no i didnt
but i will
today.

Kim Seokjin:
WHY
what has gotten into you that you want to confess to her today man
you've been afraid to death to do that all these times

You:
because i have to
i cant hold it anymore
after what i saw just now.......
fuck

Yoongs:
?? what did u see

Hoeseok:
omg
what was it
did i see it too? i was with you

You:
it was minutes after both you and jimin left

Park Chim:
yes did someone summon my name

You:
yerim likes someone else i know it iknow it i knowwwww it ugghhhhhh

Park Chim:
what

Kim Tae:
yo bro how do u know lol
she has said alright? she doesnt like anyone

You:
thats what i thought

Forcing himself to recall all of the memories that he wanted to forget, he had to tell his friends what was going on, and the reason why he wasn't afraid to let out his feelings to Yerim anymore. It was over, at least he knew it was over—for him. He had a thought maybe both Yerim and him should stay as friends, but he didn't even know why he was having such thoughts though he was totally head over heels for her.

Kim Tae:
the fuck the fuck what the fuck
fucking yugyeom????? like theres nobody else in the fucking school goddammit

Yoongs:
what a stupid
hoe

Park Chim:
out of all people.....is she ok

You:
ikr but then yugeyom defeated me in this case
he won, man.
he won

Hoeseok:
damn wtf if only i stayed longer
are u reallly like extremely sure shes in love with him

Kim Seokjin:
just straightly confess to her man
and get the confirmation too
do u still want to have feelings for her after all these shits happening? fuckin yugyeom my head hurts

You:
no
ok
i will confess
now

Kim Tae:
good luck man
u've been through a lot

A heavy sigh he let out as he shut his eyes, letting his warm breath to at least help to calm his mind, though it didn't work.

A chatroom with Yerim's name was in front of his eyes, he didn't know where to start, wasn't sure what word should be said in this first sentence as he starting the conversation. Let's just go for it.