Will I Ever Be loved?

My Secret

****************** Still Saturday ****************

Once we got to Mike’s, Jane told me that everything we did today should stay between us two only and I agreed with her. As for all the shopping bags, well let’s just say we only took out five that had blouses. We had agreed that she would take them into the guest room when he fell asleep so that he wouldn’t have a heart attack.

When we entered we found an angry Mike but softened when he seen me. “You only have five dam bags and you lasted the entire day with her!” he said angrily.

“Well we couldn’t decide on what shirts to get and we went to go eat, and then looked around and finally some ice-cream.” Jane.

“Don’t get mad at your mom please. She just wanted to have some bonding time and besides we got to know each other.” I said stepping closer to him with a big tight hug that ended with a big kiss.

“Fine I won’t but the next time you do this mother I won’t be happy about it.” Mark.

“You seem a bit grouchy. Samantha honey if he’s going to be grouch I think you should call that cute Italian man.” said Jane.

Dam it Jane I was hoping she wouldn’t mention him at all. He backed up from me and just looked at me mad. “What Italian man Samantha?”

“It was nothing I swear. Honestly you have nothing to worry about.” I said placing a kiss on his cheek. He didn’t smile.

“Tell me what happened now before I get more mad please!” he tried saying as calmly as possible. The both of headed to his room to talk about it while his mother went to go check on the meal that Mike was cooking for us. I am so going to kill her when I have a chance!

I sat on his bed and he stood at his desk practically a mile away from me. He glared at me waiting for an answer.

“Well” he said.

“It was nothing honestly. I was just looking at a dress and the guy who apparently worked there came up to me and said I was stunning. He got really close and I moved away telling him that I had a boyfriend. He laughed and insisted on going on a sate and I kept saying no. finally you’re mom came up and helped me out of the situation by rushing us out. When we finished paying he wrote his number on the receipt and told me to call him.”

“That’s all that happened?”

“Yes and he meant nothing.” I said while closing the gap between us and I put my arms around him pulling him closer to me. I looked him in the eye and said “I only want you and no one else. I promise.”

He finally nodded and gave me a passionate kiss and when we pulled away he said “okay I trust you.”

With that being said we walked out of his room hand in hand. We went straight to the kitchen where we found his mother setting up the last pieces to the table. Mike and I sat together and his mother in front of us. We started eating lemon chicken and some pasta that was just delicious. I couldn’t help but let out a little moan when I tasted the chicken and to be honest I didn’t know I did either. They both froze to look at me and Mike chuckled.

“What, what did I do?” I asked honestly because I was clueless to what I had done.

“You just moaned when you tasted the chicken.” He said with a smirk.

I blushed and said “No I didn’t, did I?” please say no I told myself.

“Haha yheah you did.” Both Mike and Jane started laughing at me. Great I am now an official loser! And to pull it off I blushed even more.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to and I didn’t know I did but the chicken was really good.” I said glaring down at my plate.

They both laughed and said it was okay. After that Mike and Jane started talking about the Monday and I just had to zone out because I couldn’t get it out of my head that I had just moaned at dinner. Once we finished eating Jane went to the spare room and I helped Mike clean up.

Both of cleaned in silence, he put away the food and cleaned the table while I washed the dishes. He finished before I did since the sink was full of them. Ohhh well I didn’t mind.

“You’ve been quiet all night.”

I jumped at hearing sound and realized it was him then said “yheah sorry about that.”

“Haha and jumpy too. What’s wrong? I hope it wasn’t about the Italian guy because I’m not mad at you.”

I smiled and shook my head. “No, it’s not that.” I shrugged and went back to washing dishes finishing the last three cups.

“So then, what is it? Is it would happened during dinner?”

He just had go there didn’t he. I ignored his question and quickly rinsed the last cup and put it away. I was drying my hands when I felt his breathe on my ear as he whispered “if you moan like that for pieces of chicken imagine when we are both in bed.”

I literally shivered more than twice and froze in place. Finally getting myself back together I turned around to find a smirking Mike. I couldn’t help but blush and look away. He hugged me and kissed me on the lips and said “it’s fine don’t worry about it okay but the next time you do that I can’t guarantee you’re safety.”

I couldn’t help but laugh and I nodded saying “trust me I won’t now let’s go to bed.” He groaned but decided to head to bed which I was glad for because I was more than tired from all of today’s mall shopping.

When we got to his room I decided to shower and I put my hair up in a ponytail. I put on some booty shirts and a tank top and of course I always wear my bra and underwear when I sleep. Once I brushed my teeth I went to go lie down under the covers. Mike was checking up on his mom and when he came back I was shocked. He was only wearing a pair of shorts and No shirt!!!!

He had the best body I had ever seen and those legs my god. This was what you called a God’s body; he had a nice strong chest and stomach that went along with the perfect toned legs. Ugghhh he was just- there were just no words to describe him. Two things for sure was he was hot and sexy.

“I see you’re ready to go to sleep.”

“Yup I am. I’m tired from today.”

“Hmm” he said as he climbed into bed and under his blankets. I must say I love his bed its soft and these blankets and bed linen is just to die for. Who wouldn’t want to sleep in silk? I need to totally remind myself to buy a set for my bed.

He scooted closer to me and pulled me towards him cuddling us together. I didn’t mind because I fit perfectly into him. Once he put his arm around my waist I felt both the chills and safe in his arms. We both mumbled goodnight and we both started drifting to sleep but I couldn’t let go of the fact that he didn’t know I was still virgin.

So I did what I thought was impossible I turned around and said “Mike.”

His eyes were closed but I knew he was still awake. “Hmmm what’s wrong?”

“I need to tell you something.”

“Haha okay, wait please tell me you’re not a man”

I laughed and said “No, it’s just well……I’m-I’m a virgin.” There I said it now I’m free! But now for his reaction, please be a good one.

“Haha that’s okay don’t worry about it and that’s cute.” He said pulling me closer and giving me kiss on the top of my head.

“Wait so you’re not mad or have a problem with it?”

“No, why would I have a problem with it? And before you say anything I don’t care for someone older or with experience. I only care about you and us together. Never think that you’re any less because you’re younger or a virgin. Okay?”

“Okay then, wait have you been talking to your mom?”

“Haha no, now go to sleep hon.”

With that being said we both fell asleep cuddled in each other’s arms. I was so happy to know that all my worries about him were nothing to be scared of.