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Chapter 21: i miss you, chara

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*frisk POV*
I sat in my room, staring at the wall. It's been a couple months since Chara disappeared.
My heart is broken.
I don't see a need for much of anything anymore. Sans and Asriel are constantly trying to get me to come out of my room. They should stop trying. Their is no point. Life is meaningless now without Chara. I stared at a picture of us kissing. I smiled weakly. Chara has the same photo in their room.
I love you so much
I have been having really bad thoughts lately. Not so nice thoughts.
I want to..... I need to...... Let me..... Please. Die.
I looked around my room. It is a mess. I haven't found a reason to clean it.
I miss you
I laid back on my bed and closed my eyes.

*frisk dreamland*
Chara and I were in a field of flowers. I was making a flower crown and Chara was watching the clouds.
"Hey frisk, this one looks like sans!" Chara pointed.
"Haha! It does!" I laughed as I looked at the cloud.
"Oh frisk! This one looks like you!" I looked to where Chara pointed again. The sky turned pitch black.
"Huh? What's going on?" I said. Chara seemed unfazed by what was happening.
"Frisk. That one looks like....." Chara words seemed to not be heard as they walked away.
"Chara wait!" I tried to run after them.
All of the sudden screams were heard.
"Help us frisk!"
"Save us frisk!"
"Stop the demon frisk!"

"Kill Chara frisk." A little boy said to me.

"N-no! Why would I do that?! I love them!" I said to the boy.
"They hurt you. Broke your heart. Left you to die. Revenge must be taken. Kill. Them." The boy eyes turned all black.
"No! I won't!"

All of the sudden Chara was pinning me down with a knife at my neck.
"Awww what's wrong frisk? Gonna cry! Like a baby! Gonna go cry to your mommy." Chara had a sick smile on their face. They stabbed me over and over again. It hurt so bad. It was excruciating pain. I screamed bloody murder.
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"HEY KID WAKE UP!"
"Huh?!?" I woke up startled and scared. I felt tears fall down my face.
"What happened pal? You were screaming so loud." Sans was concerned.
"I-it doesn't matter sans. Nothing does." I said with a melancholy tone.
"Hey buddy..... You're not thinking of killing yourself, are ya?"
I couldn't answer him, dare look in his eyes.
"Kid. Answer me." Sans said sternly.
"No." I said quickly. It was obviously a lie.
"Are you lying to me?"
"No I'm not sans..." I looked down.
"Alright kid. Well if you need anything I'm gonna be In the living room." They hugged me before walking out. I'm glad he bought it. The door closed and I got off my bed. I opened my window and climbed down. I looked around to made sure no one saw me.
Now to get this over with.