I tried to update. I trully did. Please don't say anything and let me say this.
I was having a massive heartbreak and mental breakdown ever since I returned to university. I have to repeat two subject and dropped my fine metal class because my PA saids I won't be able to chase all the class, plus my worsening health. I failed in relationship, I was strayed from my family, and I can't make any friends. I was breaking down and I don't think I can do this any longer.
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W H E E E Z Z E E — :V
I cried a lot, attempt to cuts again, and nearly commiting suicide. Sounds as foolish as i am, but that's the fact. I can't. I just.... can't, okay? I was alone here, with no one to talked with, failing classes, being gay as fuck just so no one will asked why my eyes were so red and swollen.
Sometimes, i just want to stop drawing and giving up everything, but i'm not that stupid. I have a dream, and i have someone to be chased. He want me to succeed in my life, he want me to love myself, and he want me to remember that i have a family who look up for my graduation day.
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It would be great to have this family, okay bye — uwu
