*Dylan's POV*
"I saved you?" he ask me
"yea" I say
He looks in my eyes
"how?" he ask
"that one night when I.. Uh. Cut you saved me I would've died if you weren't there to help me with my arm that is how you saved me" I say
He kisses my cheek and holds me in his arm. "I love you. I never want you to try to kill yourself again" he says
I don't want to promise him anything like that cause I know me being stupid will probably to try kill myself. "do you promise me?" Johnnie ask
"I.. Yea I promise you" I lied
"you better not be lying to me" he says
"I'm not" I lied again
"that's what you said last time"
Dam it he's catching on!
"just let it go" I say
"I can't if your gonna kill yourself then that's gonna be impossible for me to forget that!" he raises his voice a bit and stands up looking down to me. I also stand up "don't make me promise anything!" I raise my voice also
"you want to kill yourself?!"
"maybe I do maybe I don't! I'm not gonna tell you!"
"Dylan!" he pauses staring at me "your not gonna do it! Promise me!"
I cross my arms "no!"
"Dylan!" he yells again
My door opens and Bryan's head pops in
"is everything okay with you two?" Bryan ask us
"yea" i lied "Why wouldnt anything be okay?" I ask
"cause you two are yelling things. We can hear down stairs. We can't understand you two but we know your yelling. What's wrong?" he ask again
"yea" Johnnie lies
"okay?" he says unsure of himself and he shuts my door
Johnnie looks back to me and I refold my arms "please Dylan promise me" he says
"I don't want to break that promise like I did last time" I say
"please. Just try if you say you promise it will at least make me feel better if I know you won't hurt yourself" he pauses. He takes a step closer to me and sets both of his arms on my arms and slowly uncrosses them.
I wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me. I also hug him back. "I love you Dylan I don't want to loose you" he says
"I love you" I say
I don't say the To part cause it just sounds like your agreeing I want people to say it back if you truly love them
"can you please promise me?" he ask me "I'm asking nicely" he says
I'm not promising cause I don't know what I'll do really "I promise"
"Thanks.. Do you wanna go down stairs?" he ask
"is Mira still here?" I ask
"Yes" he says
I sigh. Shes probably gonna be here hanging out with Angelina all day so I'm gonna have to go down sometime soon
"okay" I say
I grab his hand and we interwind our fingers. Me and Johnnie walk down stairs still everyone is here
"hey Dylan are you alright?" Mira ask
"yea right" I say
"I'm just trying to be nice" she smiles
Ugh of course in front of everyone she is gonna act like this. Angelina, Bryan and Johnnie won't believe me if I tell them what is happening in between us. She's such a little sneaky bit-
"Dylan" everyone interrupted my thought
"what?" I ask
"are you okay your just stating into no where?" Angelina says
"yea I'm fine" I say
"yea we hope your alright. If you need anything you can talk to us" Mira says
Ugh
"yea" Bryan, Johnnie and Angelina agree
What then heck is wrong with Mira?
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This whole day was a fake. Mira was being nice but when everyone went to the other room or something she was being a little bitch. I'm gonna keep my mouth shut about her cause there just gonna think I'm lying or going crazy
"Blue?" Johnnie nudges me
"what?" I ask
Me and him at emitting against my wall on my bed playing mindcraft and it's late outside its around 10 and Mira finally left
"I ask you a question, you didn't answer so I look at you and you were just staring off in the distance. Are you sure your okay? you've been zoning out all day" he ask
"yea I'm just in deep thoughts I guess" I say
"what are you thinking about?"
"nothing important" I go back to playing the game with Johnnie
"are you sure?"
"yea"
"well I'm bored" he says
"yea me to" I sigh
"can we do something else?" he ask
"yea, like what?" I ask
"let's go for a walk" he says
"okay meet me down stairs I will get my jumper" I say
He gets up and goes down stairs. I got up and grabbed my light purple off shoulder jumper. I put it on over my T-Shirt
"I'm coming!" I yell as I walk down the stairs
"eww" he says as I walk up to him
"not like that" I playfully hit him on the arm
He laughs
"your mind sometimes" I giggle
He grabs my hand and we go down stairs. We walk though the door having the fresh air hit us. We walk down the sidewalk to the park that is just down the street. I look up at the stars and there shinning like always.
We get to the park and we walk down the paths tell we get to the kid park. Me and Johnnie both sit on the swings still holding hands
"the stars are pretty" I look up
"yea" he says
I look over at him and he is looking at me
"your not even looking" I smile
He smiles back "cause I'm to bust looking at you" he says
"Dylan I like your smile, your laugh, the way you talk, your accent, your personality, the way your red hair blows in the wind. Dylan I love you like this isn't a joke I've never felt this way about someone before" he says
I can't help but smile and have the tears flow down my cheek. Johnnie doesn't really tell his feelings, he's making me happy
He leans over and kisses me. A kiss with lust and passion I'm sure there the same thing but what do I know?
Before I know it me and Johnnie and holding hands walking back down the paths. I think I zone out to much.
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