*Dylan's POV*
He cleans my arm
"this is like my hundredth time cleaning YOUR blood" he says
"sorry" I say
"it was all on purpose" he said
"except that one time" I said talking about that time I bleed on his bed
"yea except the once but these are on purpose I don't like cleaning it" he says
"Johnnie I can clean this myself" I say
"your just always here to help me out" I said
"but I can do it myself"
"do you want to do it yourself?" he ask
"no but I can do it"
He lets me do this myself. I wrap a small amount of gauze around my arm
I walk passed Johnnie into my room and sat on my bed. He sits next to me
"why won't you let me kill myself?" I ask
"cause I love you to much for that to happen" he says
"but.....-
I cut myself off cause I have nothing to say
"why do you even love me?" I ask
"I've already told you but I'll tell you again. I love you for who you are. I can't really explain that but I just love you it's unexplainable" he says
I look down at play with my finger nails
Someday I will be able to kill myself and everyone will be happy except for Johnnie who 'says he will miss me but I think other wise
I lay my head down on his shoulder
"I kinda want to move" I say
"you want to leave me" he joked
"I don't want to leave you and bryan but what if Luke gets out of jail soon and he comes for me? That guy is pretty tough and he said if I call the police he will hurt k friends and I don't want anybody to get hurt. That's why I want to move" I say
"how are you gonna get the money to move?" he ask
"well I don't have a job and Angelina pays with hers YouTube career she gets good money maybe I could start YouTube. I mean I hang out with practically only YouTubers witch is you, Angelina and bryan so I think to maybe fit it more with you guys I'll start one myself. Should I do that?" I ask
"that would be nice if you did. We could callab together if you would want to?" he ask
"yea I want to start one tomorrow I'll just use Angelina camera stuff" I say
I lay my head back on Johnnie shoulder
"what video should we do first?" I ask
"we could do the omegle hunt" he says
"okay well do that" I smile to myself
"where do you wanna move to?" he ask me
"a house somewhere kinda far from here where Luke wouldn't be able to find me" I say
"it would be video calling all the time then" he said
Oh yeah I didn't really think that out. I hang out with Bryan, Johnnie and Angelina all the time
"I guess. I know Angelina will be sad that she will be living here on hers own" I say
"your not taking her? I thought you would've" he ask
"no I can't take her from Bryan they look like there getting kinda serious" I say
"you wanna live on your own?"
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Cømpletely Different (Johnnie Guilbert)
Fanfiction(NEEDS MAJOR EDITING!!) Dylan is only human. Why won't anyone let her live?.. Wait! Just wait a sec. A few people love her and she still thinks no one does. She's the only one holding herself back from everything. A guy named Johnnie is only trying...
