Slow updates 💔
-old (mostly)and recent gifs
-not really up to fifth harmony news or um yeah this is just about Lauren
PS:I don't write smuts sorry idk how too ;-;
It's been a three weeks since Y/N and I's argument.She wanted to come out as a couple,but I told her I that I wasn't ready to and she got upset
Flashback
"I'm sick and tired of being your little secret Lauren!" Y/N yelled
"Y/N I'm just not ready yet!"I yelled back
"We've been dating for two years now Lauren.TWO YEAR.how can you possibly not be ready?" She said angrily
"Y/N please I-" "No Lauren stop making up excuse for yourself,if we can't be together in public than we can't be together at all"she cut me off
"No wait Y/N ,I just need more time please"I say with tears building up in my eyes
She goes to the door and without looking back at me she says "let's just take some time off maybe then you'll realised if you actually care about me and with that she left
End of Flashback
The truth is I was just scared,not because of me getting hate but of Y/N getting hate.So many harmonizers ship me with different people and I'm afraid they're gonna react badly to this.
"You sure do miss her,huh?" Dinah asked
She has been with me making sure I'm alrighty
"Yeah" I mumbled while playing with the necles Y/N gave me on our two anaversery
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"Honesly Lauren I think you should go call her,its been weeks"Dinah said if a sad smile
"Ok,i'll try" I said quitely
I want to make this right.I grabed my phone and went outside.I dieled Y/N's number and waited.
Ring
Ring
Ring
"Hello?"
"Hey Y/N um h-how you been?" I asked nervously
I've been better,i guess" she said quietly
"Ok I'm just gonna get straight to the point.Y/N I lied I do want to come out with you,but the one thing that's stoping me is protecting you.I don't want you to get hurt by what people say to you.I love you so much and I will come out with you,that is,if you can take me back?" I asked hopefully
"Of course I'll take you back and Lauren I promise that if I every get hate I will tell you if is's bothering me. I love you and thank you."
"Oh babe I love you too"I say with tears of joy in my eyes
"I'm coming over now,I want people to know that your mine and that I love you"I got up ran inside,grabing my keys,also telling Dinah where I'm going,and ran to my car
"I'll be waiting love" she said with excitement
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Well done with that 👍Sorry this was trash but I'm trying 😶
So I will update on Saturday,but not on Sunday cuz I gotta go somewhere😐
