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-not really up to fifth harmony news or um yeah this is just about Lauren
PS:I don't write smuts sorry idk how too ;-;
I was in a radio interview even though I really wasn't in the mood for it.I seem to lose all interest in anything after my break up with Y/N a week ago.
**Flashback**
Y/N and I were having a big fight because she thinks im overprotective,but im just looking out for her anf making sure no one touches whats mine.
"YOU CANT EVEN LET ME GO OUT WITH MY GUY FRINDS WITHOUT BEING SUSPICIOUS ABOUT THEM"Y/M yells at me
"WELL SORRY BUT I SEE THE WAY THEY LOOK AT YOU,THEY WANT WHATS MINE"
"WHY CANT YOU JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE,YOU WONT LET ME DO ANYTHING,YOUR SO OVERPROTECTIVE"
"I DONT WANT THEM TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME"
"IF YOU CANT TRUST ME THEN ILL LEAVE"
I froze"wait Y/N Im sorry please don't leave me"I beged her
"No Lauren I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me"Y/N tells me while grabbing her things heading to the door
She opens it and without looking at me,she tells me"Come back to me when you KNOW you can trust me"she left and slammed the door on her way out
**Flashback Over**
I cried myself to sleep that night, and every other night the pass week.I still don't have the courage to face her and talk to her.Im afraid she won't let me even try and talk to her
I shake off my feelings and put on a fake smile for the interview.I sat down and waited for the interviewer.Once he arrived the interview started.
"Good day everyone,today we are here is the beautiful Lauren Jauregui"He said
"Thank you for having me here"I said,trying to sound happy
"So Lauren there have been some rumers about new music coming,Please say that it's true!"
"It is actually,I've been working on some songs and one is coming out pretty soon so be on a look out for that"
"Great I'm sure many of your fans are excited for it"
The interview went on smoothly until it got to I question that I didn't want to hear
"Is it true you and Y/N broke up?"
Damn it.
I nodded"Um...yeah its true,I mean not officially but yeah"
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"please tell us what happened,I'm sure the many people who are listening want to know"he said,being extremely rude
"Well I'm don't want to really tell the public yet"I tell him as nicely as I can
"Oh come on tell us something,I mean don't you want to say who's fault it was before more rumers start?"I try my best not to look annoyed even though this little fucker was getting on my nerves
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(sorry if she doesn't really looked annoyed just go along with it thx)
"The only thing I will say I that it's wasn't Y/N's fault,it was mine and my true fans will know that that's enough"
After that the interview ended and I was finally able to go home.I got into the car and told the driver to take me home and once I got there I went straight to my room.
It was filled with pictures of Y/N and I. I looked at one picture that my mom took of us on our one year anniversary.It was us starting into each other's eyes.They we filled with so much love.
