Moved on

Realisation

Alan…

Three years, three years of sheer hell. I was literally waiting for this day to come after I finally realised how much I was in love with my Anna and how I broke her little heart when she begged not to leave her and how much she cried for cheating her. All went above my head. 

I was totally blinded with my new found love of Sandra and left Anna for good using all cuss words and saying she was never my type. I pinched my eyes closed and thought of the old memories while i was travelling to Jac's pre wedding reception. It all started with a small incident of food contest. That was the first time I saw Anna. Her curly hair which were covering half of her back and the way she was looking nothing but the food made me look at her. I wanted to stand near her, hold her, smell her. I didn't know why but i wanted to have her in my arms. 

I did make her confess her feelings for me. Those were the best times of my life. But i started to feel less for her when i saw Sandra who was anything and everything better from Anna. 

She was the best chik on bed while Anna could barely kiss me. Sandra loves to seduce me while Anna was her own self. I felt smitted by Sandra with her perfect body and her curves and i started to avoid Anna. She made an emotional drama by asking me to stay with her. 

She said she will do what ever i ask her. 

All i did was say one thing, " Sleep with me, pleasure me and also my friends do that then i will consider your plea," I knew back then i was a stupid a** hole. 

She stopped her plea but her anger rose to top high. I smirked and held Sandra's waist and kissed her sound to make Anna jealous or fiddle but everything went the opposite. 

Anna walked to me and gave me a tight slap. 

" I would rather die than sell my body you're kind of pigs you bitch. Mark my words, you will love a girl from your bottom of your heart and she will break that in front of you. Trust me you will curse every day of falling for her. "

I was shell shocked of her outburst. I always saw a naive soft Anna but i have hut her bad real bad. 

She kept her words. She just vanished in thin air and made sure my life was in hell. At first i felt relieved like a torture has been gone but i started to realise how she used to care for me and how her hands would always roam on my hair and how much i was liking it. 

I started to realise her love when she left me. Her void made me suffocate, i started to search for her but i could find her no where. Finally when i arrived at Jac's wedding i couldn't help but beg to the almighty to make sure she is coming back. 

The minute i could sense her presence my heart skipped numerous beats. She was there my angel has come. She kept her words of coming. She smiled big and it felt so much fluttering in my stomach. I felt proud of her of me of us. I saw her running towards Jacob when he spread his hands wide to hold her. She jumped on him and i couldn't help but chuckle at her act. She was so cute and happy. She turned to me and her eyes turned dark. Her hatred , pain , wounds were terribly visible. I couldn't find any guts to see her like that. 

I am engaged came her words which pulled the last string of my heart. She has gone way to far. She left me in this abandon world.I knew I was a jerk back then, I lost this precious possession of mine when she gave me her everything and was ready to do anything to gain my love. When she saw me making out with Sandra in the car she couldn't take that any more, those days I felt she was a sticky tape and to make her get the hell lost from my life I accepted the offer from Sandra. Sandra made my life a living hell. We were engaged but i couldn't take that sham anymore so i broke up with her. 

All i wanted was Anna. I am so determined to make her mine. I need her forgiveness. 

When the songs were played i saw her dancing freely with her fiancee. I couldn't take the site. When they switched the pairs i twisted the girl in my hand and i took Anna's hand. It was deilcate as a flower, i slid my hands on her waist and held her close. I saw her fiancee's face turning red due to anger. I know my Anna she is just angry with me. I will make her love me again with her full heart. When i saw her eyes she saw me straight deep into my eyes. They did not have any emotions just void, plain two puples.

Anna... i... i started but the next thing made me crush my heart.

Move on your life if you want to live. You gave me a wonderful offer to please you... but guess what I'm pleased to have him in my life  rather than you. I wanted to live and the best way not to look back. Your just my past and Nick".... she saw him and smiled when she could get his gaze.

Nick is my present and future.

No i can never loose Anna. If i loose her my life will be doomed. I need her for my life, for my doomed life.

Please don't Anna... i know i was a jerk back then would you please give me a chance ??

Chance really Alan ?? She spatted back with anger. I kept my head hung low. Her voice carried pain and hurt.

Do you remember what you asked me ?? I dared to look up

To pleasure you and also your friends... was i your love or a wh**e ?? Her eyes were filled with tears. The pain was still evident and i couldn't take the sight of that, her hatred towards me but guess what i deserve not her love but her hatred.

Nick held her waist and looped her to him. She went willingly.

Did he Anna ?? He asked. I gulped but i couldn't leave my love to anyone.

I am sorry... i said but was answered in a punch.

Nick did that and Jacob came to help and stopped him to punch me further more. All the time i was looking at my love. She did not look at me but was in Nick's embrace and cried holding him tight. His hand not leaving her delicate frame.

It pained more. Jac asked me to leave while Nick took Anna from this place. Jac ordered me to leave.

No one till now know what was the reason of our breakup and why did she leave.

I am paying the price of playing with my Anna's heart.

I lost her once and for all and guess what this is my Destiny.

You ripe what you sow. I gave her pain and her pain gave me pain.

Fwwww this Alan is one piece. Oh so how was it ?? Last update soon then epilogue...

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