you can't pretend you dont care

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knock knock knock

"who is iitt?!" You ask as you took a break from using your phone too much.

"Millie"

"and sadie"

"and sophia!"

You smile and head for the door.

"heeyyy" you said acting like nothing happened this morning.

"hey." They all say with disappointed looks on their faces.

"what? What happened?" You asked anxiously

"We heard." Sadie says as she sits on my bed

"h-heard what?"

"you and finn's fight"

"pfft we were...um acting?"

"y/n... finn looks really hurt." Millie says

"you guys don't even know what happened-"

"i know! but..finn really wants to talk to you y/n" sophia claims

"what! nooo! no way im going out there! " you leaned In to them

"i'm gonna be hhhella embarrassed" you whisper and leaned back

"y/n! cmon! give him another chanc-"

"why would i give someone who doesn't even love me another chance huh?"

"he does love you!" Millie says

"so you're telling me that when i asked him if HE love me and he gave me no response...that he loves me?"

"he was probably just overwhel-" i interrupt sophia

"no! if he truly did love me then he wouldn't have kissed iris!"

they all gasp

"oh no honey noo!" Sophia claims

"Not on my watch" millie says in a sassy tone

"let's beat him up" sadie says

"yes please" you laugh

"Let's go then!" Millie says

"Wait! noooo" you sarcastically said

"y/n-"

"what are you gonna do if i don't go then?"

"call joe" sophia says as she smiled and crossed her arms

You groaned
"I was praying you wouldn't say that but okay" you said said as you walked out the door.

You took a deep breath in and a long exhale.

"It's gonna be fine y/n, we'll be there- hiding" sadie says as she calmed me down with her smile.

"Thank you sadie" you said as you went down the steps.

everyone was staring at you, yes if sophia is there the IT cast is too. they were also facing finn. like if he was telling a story or something. oh yeah and iris was there. She was right next to him and wayy to close to his arm by the wa-

"well well well if it isn't the girl finn left ME for" iris said as she chuckled and as finn turned around.

you caught his eye and gave him a disappointed look.

he returned a an emotion with such pity in his face.

"y/n" he softly said

"Hey guys! Lets go watch a movie in the theater eh?!" Millie claims as i walk closer to finn.

Everyone agrees and goes into the theater room that the mansion has. except iris.

"You too iris!" Millie yelled with anger. Iris flinched and did as told. Millie smiled at what she just did. So did i.

i sat on the couch across finn and looked down at my shoes.

Finn sighs

"look, i-i'm really sorry for yester-"

"this morning" you corrected him with an angry tone in your voice.

"for this morning. it's not what you think! I-- i promise"

"and-- and i want to explain it all but-- i'm sure you hate me now because of what your point of view is--" he said in between sniffs.

I looked up at him. his eyes were flodded with tears. I can tell his heart hurt. i can tell he was hurt..

a knot popped in my throat as my eyes burned.

"i know its been like....6 hours since you know...THAT happened but i really miss you"

I stayed quiet.

and he watched me.

There was something about him.

Something about the way he watched me.

That made me melt.

"what's your excuse?" You said as silent tears fell down your face.

"well that day on the plane, i found out that our rental house was actually 5 minutes away from the apatow family house. she knew where it was because that's the only rental house on her street. she said if i don't let her come and hang out then she'll make up a horrible story and tell her father about it"

"sounds stup-- what's the big deal with her dad?"

"he's friends with the director of a project im doing. anyways i was obviously annoyed at it. so i let it out on you. And no y/n we didn't kiss. she kissed my cheek. and i pushed her off right away"

"what were you going to tell her?"

"huh?-- oh that I'm not available."

"oh." You said as you looked down and smiled

"i can see you" finn said as he chuckled

you giggled back.

And soon ot faded away.

"so are we good?"

"yes. But-"

"oh no not a but" he said

"look finn I'm really extremely sorry but i need space"

Finn scoffs and rolls his eyes

"oh you're not lying?!" He says in an annoyed voice

"no" you said in a soft voice.

"so what? you're just gonna hang out with sadie, millie and sophia?!" He said angrily

You nodded

"shit Iris was right! you're just using me!"

"what?! no finn im not-"

"all you want is fame and followers and likes and especially my friends!"

"finn--" you said as a tear ran down your face

"gosh i can't believe i left iris for you!" he says.

Dejá vù

"i'd rather you leave than us just having a break"

"finn who are you?!" you said worried sick

"certainly not your boyfriend anymore"

you've never felt so...

so dissapointed and angry and- and sad at the same time.

"maybe we just weren't meant to be" you said. tears still running down your face. you can't belive you said that. he saved you. but yet again broke you.

"maybe we weren't" he replies as a little tear dropped down his.

soon after.

he walked away.

and left your heart weak.

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