Chapter 5

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Rose's P.O.V

*two weeks later*

I am now back home and Harry has taken everything sharp out of my bathroom and room I have not had tons of flashbacks but I have had some. I felt bad for doing that but I had to do it. I guess I couldn't keep it in anymore.

*Knock knock*

"Rose hey it is Gem can I come in?" "Um sure" I didn't really know what to say cause Harry has not talked to me since that incident same with Gem but I knew she would come round. Harry, how ever, takes more time to come round I am the same.

"Sorry for not talking to you I-I guess. I got mad cause you told us you would stop. Why did you start again? Please tell me sis" I want to tell her but how will she react to what I tell her "no reason I just thought life for yous would be better with me gone" I didn't totally lie but I didn't tell the whole truth. "Sure you know I can tell when your sad" I gave her a confused look "it is all in your eyes when your sad they turn grey. Happy they are green, in love blue and angry bluish green"

wow "fine I had loads of flashbacks since that day when Mat was at the park Liam and Harry tried to calm me down but I couldn't stop having them" I started crying "h-how can I g-get rid of t-them" I sobbed "um I could ask the doc for those tablets to help stop them" I had these tablets to help with my flashbacks and they worked so I stopped taking them and the doc agreed with me.

"Can I-I come p-please" Gem nodded "let's go" so I got ready. This is going to be weird I have not left my room in ages only to shower Gemma brings me food but I have never left since I came back.

I walked downstairs and passed the living room hearing voices "but it is my fault if I had sta-" I cut him off tho

Harry's P.O.V

Rose has not left her room since we came home and I feel like it is my fault well it is cause I didn't calm her down and I should have stayed in her room. I sighed not knowing what to do "mate it is not your fault you have been saying it all the time anyways Gem is seeing if she can get to the problem why she did what she did" Liam told me coming into the living room with the boys "Yeh Li's right if I am honest" Lou says and the others nod "but it is if I had sta-" "Harold it is not your fault it is mine I didn't tell you that stuff was on my mind well not really stuff just that I was having flashbacks" we turned to where the voice came from and it was Rose

Rose's P.O.V

"Harold it is not your fault it is mine. I didn't tell you that stuff was on my mind we not really stuff just that I was having flashbacks" I said honestly. They all turned and Harry's eyes widened "ROSE" that was all that was said from Harry before he bounced at me attacking me with a hug "Rose c'mon we have to go to the Do-" Gemma started but then stopped "what do you mean Rose you ok" Harry asked and I nodded "then why do you have to go to the doctors?" Shit "GEM RUN NOW" we run to the car and hop in.

Gem turns on the radio and The A Team comes on so I sing along totally forgetting Gemma.

'White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Lights gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men

And they say
She's in the class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
Only worst things in life comes free to us

'Cause were just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's to cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone

And they say
She's in the class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life comes free to us

'Cause were just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's to cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line

And they say
She's in the class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life comes free to us

'Cause were just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's to cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

Angels to fly
Fly, fly
For angels to fly
To fly, to fly
Angels die

"Wow sis that was amazing" wait Harry was here. I then realised that we were still at our house "GEM DRIVE" I look at Gem with her phone out then Harry and he is the same "please don't post it" "to late" he smiles "HAROLD WHY?" "Cause you are amazing how long have you been singing" "three years but I stoped two and a half years ago" I looked down "sis why?" He cupped my chin making me look up at him "M-Mat Gem can we go now please bye Harold" Gemma says bye and we drove to the doctors

*sikp car ride and doctors*

We are just arriving at home and we see a familiar car "MUM" I scream once Gemma parks her car on the drive I run out of the car and run inside "MUM" I scream "KITCHEN" she screams back. I go to the kitchen to see her cheeks tear stained "oh baby why" she says once she sees me

I give Harry the 'what the Hell Harold' look. "I am sorry mum" then run upstairs "ROSE ROSE ROSEMARY JULIA STYLES" my mum screams "what's wrong mum and where's Rose" I hear Gemma ask "her room and I was about to ask why she cut" then I hear footsteps running upstairs "ROSEMARY IF YOU DONT OPEN THIS DOOR NOW THEN I WILL GET ONE OF THE BOYS TO BREAK IT DOWN AND IT WONT BE HARRY PROBABLY LIAM SO OPEN THIS DOOR NOW" I ran to my bathroom and locked the door and I

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A/n: oh cliffhanger what do you think will happen?

-Ro

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