Broken

Tears

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Jungkook POV

He couldn't sleep. He kept tossing and turning on the suddenly uncomfortable sheets. Giving up, he decided to go and sit on the couch and do who knows what. The bedroom was suffocating anyways, he didn't want to have to spend another minute in there. Jungkook got up and opened the bedroom door as quietly as possible, trying not to wake the other because he knew questions would arise and those were annoying as fuck. He was just laying on the couch, scrolling through social media on his phone when he heard a door open. Not knowing who it was, he peeked over the couch making sure that whoever it was, wasn't able to see him.

It was Yoongi. And he was dressed, pulling on his black running shoes. Where was he going at this hour?

Jungkook decided to follow him just in case, also curious as to where the fuck the elder would be going.

The rapper opened the door and closed it as quietly as he could behind, probably trying not to alert the other members just as he had been doing half an hour ago. Jungkook waited half a minute before he too opened and the closed the door quietly. He looked around trying to spot Yoongi but couldn't see him. shit. He figured he probably went towards the exit of this building, he went that way. After walking for a bit, he spots Yoongi. The elder was just walking, hunched over, looking like shit. His face was damp and his face was so pale -paler than usual-. Yoongi kept walking and Jungkook kept following until Yoongi stopped. At a bridge.

Yoongi just stood for awhile, looking at the waves crashing underneath him, waiting to swallow something up. Jungkook just kept staring at him as if he was a mystery because in a way he was. No one knew what had been going through his mind until it was too late, even now, when he was staring at the waves. Though Jungkook thought he had a pretty good feeling he knew what it was.

Suddenly, Yoongi started kicking his legs over the smooth metal railing and oh god what should he do. He cant decide what to do, he doesn't want to reveal that he had been following Yoongi but there's nothing else to do. He keeps thinking for what had been mere minutes until Yoongi holds a leg out over the thrashing water. He had to do anything to save Yoongi.

"Hyung, stop," he pleads. He had to reveal himself, there was nothing else to do. Even if it stops Yoongi for now, he could think in the meantime cause he's 90% sure Yoongi probably won't listen to him.

"Jungkook, what are you doing here?" the elder had a hint of disappointment in his tone, accompanied with a look of annoyance on his milk-pale face. Jungkook kept quiet, he didn't want to give himself away. He knew the elder would hate him following, though who wouldn't hate him? Everything about him was hateable. "I asked what you're doing here" the rapper repeated himself again. This time he responded, figuring since he was hateable enough why not add fuel to the fire?

"I-I heard a sound coming from your room and saw you leave and decided to f-follow you." he hiccuped. Was he crying? When did he start crying? Why was he even crying, there was nothing to cry about. Other than the fact that his hyung was about to jump off a bridge again and he was trying to stop him. "I wanted to make sure you weren't going to do anything". Does Yoongi hate him? Stupid question. Does he hate him more for intruding on his privacy? Probably.

"You shouldn't have followed." Yoongi glared at him, the piercing brown eyes sent shivers down his spine. Yup, he definitely hated Jungkook for this.

"If I hadn't followed, you would've jumped. Again."

"Maybe it would be better that way," Yoongi's eyes look broken for a moment but he's quick to cover himself up. Jungkook freezes from shock though. Although he knew what the elder thought, it was more shocking to hear it in person. He wants to help, he really does. But how.