Broken

Useless

Im sorry my chapters take forever to publish. Btw im not going to give up on this fanfic though my chapters will probably take forever to write. Im sorry but thank you for reading! Also, please ignore mistakes. Ill edit later :)
Thank you for 3k though!!

Yoongi had been stuck on this one part on this song for so long and he was beginning to get really frustrated. It just wouldn't come together and it was really, really annoying. He groaned and leaned back in his chair and rubbing his sleep-deprived eyes. Maybe he should move another part for now? Yeah, that seemed like a good idea. He put his headphones back on and started the song from the beginning, listening to anything he could change and/or improve. He continued working on the song until he reached that one part again. Once again, getting frustrated.

"H-hyung, a-are you s-still in there?" He heard a broken voice knocking on the door to his studio. He thankfully didn't have the track playing or he would've not heard it. Yoongi took his headphones off and got up, walking to the door quickly in concern. He opened the door to see Jungkook. He read crying and shaking and just looked outright terrible. Yoongi quickly brought the younger into his studio and hugged him. He tried to calm him down by whispering comforting words but it wasn't working. He had no idea what to do. He only ever dealt with himself, and even then he just waited for it to pass. Yoongi continued to hug and comfort the maknae. After what felt like hours he finally calmed down enough to talk and breath normally, although some of his breaths were still shaky.

"Jungkook ah, are you okay?" Yoongi questioned the younger. Jungkook stayed still for a moment, not moving but taking deep breathes. Then he finally shook his head no. Yoongi sighed.

"Do you wanna tell me what happened and why-" Yoongi turned to look at the clock to check the time and turned back "-you're here at 5:27 am?" He questioned. The younger just sat there staring at nothing for a while. It looked like he was in a trance. Thinking of what, Yoongi will never know. Jungkook started shaking again. Slowly at first but the jerking of his body soon started to get fast and Yoongi didn't know what to do. Should he hold him and comfort him? God, why is he so useless and dumb? Yoongi decided to go for his first idea and see if it'll work cause it's better than nothing. He brought the younger into his arms once again and gently stroked his head. He whispered words of comfort softly into his ear.

"You're okay, Jungkook ah. Everything is ok. I'm here, you're not alone." This continued on for a bit but it seemed to be helping some as the youngers breathing was starting to even out and his sobs quieted down. Yoongi decided to not ask if Jungkook was okay. It's not that he didn't care, he didn't want what happened last time to happen again. So he just settled on comforting him longer.

"I-I'm s-sorry" Jungkook stuttered after a while.

"It's alright, Jungkook ah, no need to be sorry. I'm always here if you need anything. I won't judge or anything." He responded and Jungkook nodded, though the younger doesn't believe the elder's words. There was no way he wouldn't judge Jungkook, and he was just saying that out of pity, right? Why did he even decide to come to Yoongi? Why did he think this was a good idea? The elder was definitely going to hate him for this. Jungkook's breathing started picking up again as his brain started questioning his actions once again. And option came to mind. He needed to escape. Yeah, that's exactly what he needed to do. He needed to get away from this room as quickly as he could.

Suddenly, Jungkook stood up and started running for the door. Yoongi didn't know what was happening. His brain wasn't fast enough to process the actions of the younger so he just sat there as Jungkook ran. Only when Jungkook had pulled the door open did he react. Yoongi got up quickly and started running for the maknae, but Jungkook closed the door behind him which delayed his Hyung. Yoongi pulled the door open and looked around but Jungkook was nowhere. He cursed and punched himself in frustration and anger. Why was he so stupid? He couldn't even react on time to help someone he cares about. He's so useless. Yoongi ran around their dorm. He checked the youngers room but nothing. He checked the others rooms quietly, but once again nothing. He couldn't wake the others up and they probably wouldn't know either since they were asleep. He decided to call him, though he doubts Jungkook would pick up, it doesn't hurt to try, does it? He ran back to his studio to get his phone and call. Yoongi picked up the phone and dialled Jungkook's number. But of course, he didn't pick up, so Yoongi left a message.