Moments That Never Passed

10: Stopped Smiling

Nowadays most of the time I found myself sitting on the window sill looking blankly outside, it's been so long I had stopped crying

I just felt an ache in my heart sometimes whenever I remember the last month incident

Nothing was gonna change

And as everything was moving forward I also decided to move on too

Even though I know I would never be able to recover from this shock

Now I had stopped smiling

The bright face of mine had lost its glow

Just a bit of happiness I get whenever I talk to my Mom and Dad

They were so happy

So satisfied that their daughter's future was bright and prosperous

That she had got a perfect ideal partner for her lifetime

I didn't tell them anything about it cause I just wanted to face this nightmare of mine myself

I don't want to destroy their this small happiness and satisfaction

I just kept the pain in my now broken heart

I had stopped talking to everyone

Just sometimes I talk to my Mom

Taehyung has not changed a bit

He was being the same person he was since the first day

I was the one who was changed

At first, I used to have a heart

Yeah! I still have it but now it's broken

And nightmares

It had become a common thing of mine waking up from sleep breathing heavily with goosebumps

It's like every day I had to face a nightmare both in the morning and at night

"Come! Come!" I heard Taehyung's voice from my guest room

I didn't move a muscle as I lifelessly lied on the bed with my back facing the door

Someone opened the guest room's door

"Mrs. Kim! Mr. Kim is calling you!" I heard Mrs. Lee's voice

"Tell him that I'm sleeping," I said staring at the blank wall

"Okay!" I heard a bit of concern in the old lady's voice

She closed the door and walked away

Some time passed as I heard the main door being opened and closed

The guest was gone maybe, I didn't know

I just guessed

Just in a matter of seconds, I heard footsteps towards my room as someone opened the door

"Hey! Prin.....!"

I didn't reply

"I know you're not sleeping.....Prin!?" I noticed a tone of frustration in his voice

I didn't want to make an issue so I simply sat up facing him hugging a pillow softly as I looked blankly at him with dim eyes

"Sugahyung came," he said scratching his forehead

"To invite us for his wedding anniversary,"

"So... um... As you don't have any dress. Tomorrow I'll arrange a dress for you. Okay?" he said trying to smile