Welcome to the Gang {Vanoss Crew X Reader}

Issues

YOUR POV

I stand in my my room looking at myself in the mirror.

"why?" I take a look at my wrists, three days and they haven't healed. I've avoided contact with anyone mainly Lucas and Ryan and Evan. wearing hoodies and long sleeves. it pains me, what ever went through my mind that day was hell, It felt like I was in the alley, I forgot the space I was in and only felt what I remembered. it sucked. and this sucks, my wrists really fucking hurt, bruised and cut.  FUCK ME! I walked down stairs, heading to the kitchen to get snacks and run back up stairs. but I ran into someone

EVAN FUCK

"sorry"

"ah (y/n) you've been avoiding everyone" 

I mentally slapped myself. 

"look it's a woman thing ya know" I turned red he raised an eyebrow "alright, if ya needed alone time you could of just said something" he said sitting at the counter and eating

I reached for a box on the top shelf, my sleeves fells closer to my elbows exposing my wrists.

"(y/n)" Evan said swallowing his food 

"yes?"

"are you alright?" I looked at him fixing my sleeves. "I've seen it, what you did, and the tub was pink, you threw up that day, I knew something was up" "how do you know my wrists did that" "I went to school and did health class I know that's not how things work" he crossed his arm, I sighed "look I've got issues Evan" "everyone does" "it's not like that" "I've killed people (y/n)" I started to cry "I was so close to-" "killing yourself?" "no Evan" "then what?" "BEING RAPED" I screamed tears streaming down my face Evan shocked. "(y-y/n)" he touched my shoulder to comfort me, I slapped his hand away quickly and yelped "don't touch me" "(y/n)?" "help me someone anyone!" I yelled, people started running into the kitchen. I couldn't hear what they were saying, I was on the ground crying my life out of my eyes. 

then I only heard one voice so clear

"(y/N)?" 

I looked up

and hugged him

"are you alright why are crying and screaming?"

it was Johnathan 

"Thank you for saving me John" "did Evan do something?" "no no-no.. wait Evan?" I turn to see Evan talking to others. everyone still concerned about me

"what the fuck happened making me ?" he asked hugging me tightly I grab his arm and run upstairs to my room and lock the door.

"he touched me" "EVAN?" "yes" "WHAT THE FUCK DID HE DO? I'LL DUMP HIS ASS" "no no, he touched my shoulder?" "wait what?" I had to explain, I was about to fucking word vomit here we go

"remember when you saved me from that man?" "yes of course" "well i um..." I showed him my wrists, he teared up. and hugged me "why in the world would you do this to yourself" "I don;t know! all I remember is Ohm hugged me and I freaked out because It felt like i was back in the alley, then Evan touched me making me go into shock again and I dunno, I can't tell anyone" "why not?" "because it doesn't feel safe enough" he hugged me again petting my head and rubbing my back 

"I'm here for you"

"thank you"

A/N I think I'll be wrapping this story up soon, OMG I'm about to start typing up ideas and I have two that seem SO FUCKING AMAZING

one is Reader X Ohmwrecker and another is OhmToonz.

AHDHUHF

TYSM for all the support and Im sad to say this book will come to an end soon, I was thinking death ending but that seems BULLSHIT

love y'all

~Brick

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sorry for short chapter