Welcome to the Gang {Vanoss Crew X Reader}

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it has been months since that incident, It's  better, John was like my therapist it helped a ton. I was still with Lucas and we still had sex, I had sex with Ryan on the side. and once with Brian. none of them knew about it. I basically backed myself up in a corner. it sucked.

I killed 3 people, that sucked. 

I thought I could deal with gang life but clearly I cannot.

I was packing my bags to leave when Ryan walked in on me

"where ya going babe?" he calls me babe but it's almost got me busted 4 times in front of Lucas. I did tell him we broke up. but we didn't.

"Shopping...." "then why are you packing?" "I am?" "yes babe" I sighed "silly me guess I'll un pack" I fake laugh Ryan seems confused. "babe, seriously." "alright I'm going out." "where?" "I'm going to um.."  Ryan hugged me from behind "visit my sister" I don't have a sister "you have a sister?" "Yes" no I don't stop lying to yourself "her name's Jane" dumb name he won't think it's real "how long will you be gone?" "two days or three" I sighed knowing how much this pained me "alright babe, I'll miss you" Ryan walked out

I kept packing and crying at the same time.

I got all my stuff together and opened walked down the stairs, Ryan already told everyone. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST RYAN! I did my best to slip away quickly but everyone wanted to say something

"bye"

"see ya soon"

"I'll wait for you~" 

that was Lucas

"can't wait for you to come back"

that was Evan

"I'll be waiting for you"

That was Johnathan

"pretty laddy"

that was Brian

my face was red hot as I waved and left the building. I got onto a bus.

"how far?" 

the lady asked me

"to the rental car store"

I gave her cash

"alright that will be in 4 stops."

I took a seat by myself, resting my head on the window.

I took out my phone and opened 'contacts'

Conatcs

-<3 <3 Lucas <3

- <3 Ryan

-Brian ;)

-Luke >:)

-Anthony

-Evan :)

-Johnathan :D

-Nogla 

-Mini XD

-John =)

- Mommy <3

- Dad ._.

I kept scrolling reading all their names, then stopped at the bottom of the list 

- Hank (Boss)

- Kitty *Meow*