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empty

I feel empty.
I done all i could.
I tried to fill the hole.
The missing piece.
The piece that was broken.
It was a piece keeping me from losing myself.
The first time i planned any kind of future.
I lost myself.
I was stupid for having hope.
Nothing good ever came from me feeling hope.
For being hopeful.
I feel empty.
I no longer have a reason.
A reason to wake up.
A reason to have hope.
A reason to want a future.
I don't have a reason why not to be empty.
Rose yes i prayed i went to God.
Here i am now.
Proof it didn't work.
I am empty.
And it's both God's fault and yours.

Author's note

Hey guys i am trying to be happy to lift the mood but i no longer want to do anything for i lost all hope. And no longer have the will to keep going.... i will keep going but it would all feel like a cycle.