nineteen.

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when i turned 13, i thought everything was going fine
and that my life, my choices, my decisions
were all mine

but as i grew i came to realize
life snatches up your dreams as quickly as a change of a tide
and instead of holding onto hope you instead meet hope's demise

my path crumbled and as it did i fell
and as i gathered all the pieces
i knew the story of myself that i had wished to tell
had succumb to being choked by all life's leashes

now at 19, i know my fate isn't only mine to decide
but i long to once again make hope a friend
and stomp on all life's lies

i want to be my own again
and begin to sort through all my chaos
in order to begin to mend

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