↬ hanahaki // zhengkun

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" 不要让我永远等下去 "
" don't let me wait forever "

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《ｚｉｙｉ》

why... why do i still love you so much?...

why do you have to make me suffer...

with this desease..

cai xukun...

i want you back...

but i can't have you anymore..

you have a loving person by your side..

you don't deserve someone like me who cheated on you but still loves you so much..

i regret everything...

my only wish is for you to have a long happy life..

my love.. bye..

ziyi said while sobbing and coughing flower petals at his own house..

he was... dying..

he had the desease for too long and he couldn't held it anymore..

but a sudden change happened...

he decides to do the surgery..

and he basically did..

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《 ｘｕｋｕｎ》

" my sweet..

i miss you..

i hope you come back to me soon.. "

those words lingered in my mind

and suddenly the doorbell rang..

i went to get it because who knows, it might be him, right?

as i opened the door i saw zhengting; the love of my life crying.. i fell on my knees and sobbed..

after a few seconds i decided to hold zhengting's hand with both of my hands hands..

" my sweet... im sorry... " zhengting said while a tear fell.

i pulled zhengting in a tight hug and zhengting hugged back.. and then i pulled away a little and kissed him with sincerity and forgiveness..

apparently he kissed back..

it was the best feeling for today.

i felt like i was gonna die if he didn't show up again..

after that making up..

like a typical couple..

we watched a movie while cuddling and still not over how we're together again..

then suddenly my phone vibrated..

from: 01*********

be happy.

11:37 pm

Well apparently I knew who it was..

and I knew about him having the desease and having it removed by surgery just yesterday..

I sincerely hope he becomes happy too.

after those few minutes..

i looked at my sweet laying his head on my lap.

" you're so beautiful " i said to him while giving him a quick peck on the cheek.

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《 ｚｈｅｎｇｔｉｎｇ 》

i am apparently dying from that sudden compliment and i could feel my blood rising to my cheeks

and i just decided to get back to watching so i could not be effected more.

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afted our sweet making up..

i laid down the bed and covered myself with the blanket that was warm as my heart and looked the window admiring the beautiful buildings.

then suddenly i felt Xukun's wrapping his hands on my chest, he hugged me so warmly that i wouldn't want to get out of his hug.

" i love you my sweet "

i said while intertwining my fingers with his hand that was hugging me.

" i live for your love, my sweet "

he said while hugging me tighter and tightly intertwined with my fingers.

I didn't remember anything else because we were so tired of crying that we didn't have sleep..

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