i don't know what happened between us..
we used to be very close..
now we're mere strangers
we used to share sweet moments together..moments i laugh when i recall but now they tear my heart with agony.
we pretend we never met
we pretend we never had anything in common
we pretend life has never introduced us to each other
we pretend
or i just pretend to pretend
maybe it's only me who pretends
and you actually took that so easily and moved on with your life..
it's not easy for me
i am struggling to forget all what we had together..i cannot take away the memories from my mind.it keeps clinging to my head , repeating itself on and on making my my days so frustrating and unbearable..
i want to end this..i want to be bereft of feelings and emotions..i need a magic potion that allows me to let go , or even to lessen my melancholy..or just kill me
i do not actually mind if i bump my head and lose my memory once and for all. no filter needed ..erase it all because i do not have cherished memories that i want to keep or people i wanna keep remembering..
i am no one, and no one is anything for me
burn it all
