(✅) Spring Day

18th April 2017

My tears fell as I blinked my eyes. I couldn't believe that I still got so emotion when I got that dream again. No I shouldn't call it a dream. It's all my memories.

I sighed deep then wiped my tears.

I still not arrived at Busan yet, and this road seemed so long. It's already three years and why I couldn't even get used to it. My gaze moved into my laps. It felt heavy and tired.

I missed Jimin Hyung.

I missed him and always hoping that he's fine.

I always being warned by my lecture because he found me spacing out all the time. I felt kinda tired too, but I can't stop.

"Hyung, why I can't stop?" I mumbled. My eyes got blurry as my tears formed and I felt like it would fell soon.

The truth was just too bitter.

I leaned my head again to the side and looked at outside. The glass of the window was very cold. Everyone covered it with the curtains while I'm not. The beautiful view of spring was the only thing that could healed my pain even just a little.

The song I heard since earlier was just the same, the song that could remind me of him.

Jimin Hyung is not only my best friend, he's my brother. He always be there for me everytime I need him. He promised me, even my parents for always kept his eyes on me. He told me that I will never be alone. Hyung gave me everything like a real brother to me. Jimin Hyung always gave me strength whenever I felt down.

But where is he now?

Where is he when I need him?

Where is he when I'm alone?

Where is he when I felt down?

"Why you promise me a bullshit, hyung?" I sobbed and pathetically mumbled under my breath. Tears fell down as I hung my head low. I didn't want people watch me crying. They perhaps could think that I'm crazy because I cried, and I couldn't tell the reason.

I cried silently.

As always

Especially when the spring day comes.

TBC