f o u r t e e n

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After college it seemed as if my life was crashing down. It was going to shit.

Her, once boyfriend, became a successful lawyer. Making good money and becoming wealthy.

Not to mention he's handsome and tall. Good father and husband material.

For someone else..

But of course I can't change that.

Once boyfriend, now

f i a n c é .

I was quite the opposite.

I have a decent wage. Working in a retail store. I can barely afford the food of the devil -

Cheetos.

Living off ramen and instant coffee isn't too hard. At least im not starving. So I guess I should be thankful.

S h o u l d   b e .

I myself am not extactly handsome. But I am pretty tall. But I can't change someone else. Or their feelings.

What I'm trying to do is she didn't like me. I choose to believe that in a way she did. I chose to believe that.

But I was merely her

e x p e r i m e n t .

And I failed her.

She would never like someone like me anymore anyways. Because what we did. What we had. It was

y o u t h .

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